Pubdate: Mon, 04 Dec 2000 Source: Vancouver Sun (CN BC) Copyright: The Vancouver Sun 2000 Contact: 200 Granville Street, Ste.#1, Vancouver BC V6C 3N3 Fax: (604) 605-2323 Website: http://www.vancouversun.com/ Author: Carellin Brooks WHEN A TIPPLE BECOMES A MORTAL SIN Have you noticed that there is no such thing as substance use anymore, just substance abuse? Time was, one could go for a quiet tipple or an after-dinner cigar without anyone wagging a finger, metaphorically speaking, and discoursing in ominous tones on the subject of chemical dependency or atmospheric poisoning. No longer. Time was, I drank a lot. I was forever mixing up strangely named cocktails from outdated mixology bibles and experimenting with different varieties of shakers. When my doctors asked me how much I drank, I told the truth, more fool me. I remember one enquiring, with infinite tact, if I thought it was a problem. I paused. "No, not like a problem," I said finally. "More like a hobby." She remained, I seem to recall, unconvinced. Another time I happened to be scheduled for a checkup a couple of days after a birthday party that had led to a state of hilarious befuddlement, at least from my point of view. Somehow, the conversation came round to the exact contents of my debauch. Months later, I peeked at my file while the doctor was out of the room, and was equal parts amused and horrified to learn that the words "champagne cocktails" and "6-7 drinks" had been ominously scrawled at the margin. Hey, if you're going to go down, at least do it in style, I thought. There are alcoholics and there are addicts and there are compulsives, and we know them and love them (at least after they've gotten it together to stop stealing our VCRs and go into treatment, that is). And then there are people who drink and take drugs and smoke and act eccentrically because they like it and because they can. The problem is that we seem to have conflated the two categories. Sleep till 3 p.m. one day and you exhibit clear signs of being, as conferring acquaintances will agree with gloomy relish, clinically depressed. Go out on a Friday night and get toasted and you will find yourself, on Monday morning, confessing your sins with a slightly defensive air. "I was really stressed -- I'm sure I should have just gone to yoga, but ... " Alcohol and drug use, applied judiciously, has lubricated a million social situations and family gatherings. Why demonize tactics that have proven, time and again, to be of such redeeming social value? A peculiarly Canadian aspect of the pathologization of such less-than-innocent pleasures is that nobody, except possibly for Doctor, would dream of addressing the subject with the alleged abuser. While everyone around you may agree that your penchant for picking up strangers and going to bed with them is a clear sign of your tortured avoidance of intimacy, nobody will say boo to you about it. You may delude yourself that your weekly bottle of Southern Comfort has escaped censure, but don't bet on it. While they smile and pour you another drink, friends are regaling each other with the exaggerated details of your booze-fueled striptease at last week's art opening, as well as calculating the exact distance (and it's shorter than you think, believe you me) between you and the darkest pit of Hell. If you think that our country's heavy-handed official disapproval of mildly destructive ways of having fun has escaped world notice, think again. I was on a train platform in Germany this spring, smoking a cigarette, when a charming senior citizen approached me. Finding our mutual language gap just about unbridgable, he was nonetheless able to ascertain that I came from Canada. "Ah, Canada!" exclaimed the spry elder, with a winking glance at my smoldering fag-end. "Drinking -- smoking -- verboten! Polizei! They kill you!" He shook his fist in a parody of the hardhearted Canadian official, prowling against vice, and smiled in complicity with my daring, smokey ways. The only thing that saves us from ourselves, perhaps, is that in practice we remain endearingly flawed. The same people who earnestly consume organic produce during the week can invariably be found face-down in a pool of their favorite grain-fueled alcoholic beverage come Friday night. The exact folk who have cut out entire food categories like meat, dairy or good ol' wheat itself because of their alleged poisonous properties seem never to have met a toke of B.C.'s finest home-grown they didn't like. Despite our desire to tar everyone with the brush of incautious overconsumption, it seems we just can't help but blur those categories ourselves. So go ahead. Pass the bottle. - --- MAP posted-by: Richard Lake