Pubdate: Fri, 11 May 2001
Source: Texas Observer (TX)
Copyright: 2001 The Texas Observer
Contact:  http://www.texasobserver.org/
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Author: Karen Olsson

EVERY MAN A KINGPIN

Scenes From Rural America's Drug War

Amphetamine and methamphetamine are simple molecule.

Diagrammed on paper, amphetamine looks like a hexagon with a forked tail. 
Its skeleton is just a ring of six carbon atoms, with two more carbon atoms 
attached to the ring, and then a carbon and a nitrogen attached to the 
second of those.(1) Pencil in another carbon in the right place, and you 
have drawn methamphetamine. Various other stimulants look quite similar.

Ephedrine, the active ingredient in herbal diet pills, differs from 
methamphetamine by just an oxygen atom-while those same atoms arranged 
differently would give you pseudoephedrine, the active ingredient in many 
cold medicines. Slightly more complicated alterations yield the drugs 
3,4-methylenedioxymethamphetamine (Ecstasy) and methylphenidate (Ritalin). 
Such conversions are not just possible on paper.

In some cases, they can be carried out quite easily.

It's not at all hard to turn the pseudoephedrine in Sudafed into 
methamphetamine-also known as meth, speed, dope, crank, ice, or crystal.

Over the past few years in certain areas of the country, especially the 
rural Midwest and West, this has become a well-known fact.

Mike* learned to cook dope as many do, by helping some body else make it. 
He was 22 and a business student at Midwestern State University in Wichita 
Falls when he first tried smoking meth at his older brother's house.

He immediately started smoking it every day-at his brother's, in the car, 
or wherever the urge struck.

He dropped out of school and broke up with his girlfriend of two years. 
("Last thing I wanted to do was take her down with me," he now says.) Then 
he started selling meth to supplement the money he earned working off and 
on at a mobile home factory and a couple other places.

Finally he began stealing anhydrous ammonia from a farmer's co-op in a 
neighboring county, and he would trade the ammonia-a common fertilizer, and 
the one thing his meth supplier needed to make a batch that he couldn't buy 
at a Wal-Mart-for finished product.

Eventually, Mike says, "I'd go with him once in awhile when he made it, and 
after six months of that I tried it myself" The two became partners, 
bouncing from county to county with their bowls and jars and coffee 
filters, their ground-up Sudafed pills and lithium strips from Energizer 
batteries, their salt and sulfuric acid and cans of Prestone antifreeze, 
looking for some remote, wooded spot out in the country, away from the 
highway, where no one would see them at work.

The process is straightforward and takes less than three hours. There are 
several steps involved, and it's the very first one in which the 
pseudoephedrine is converted to methamphetamine. "The ammonia went in the 
bowl first, then the lithium.

That would melt and then you sprinkle the pseudoephedrine in it, and you 
get this sky blue mushy potato-looking stuff" Mike says, recalling the 
procedure he and his partner followed.

One of them would stir the blue mush as the other extracted ether (used in 
a later stage) from the bottoms of Prestone cans. Meanwhile, inside the 
bowl, the essential conversion was taking place: Free electrons-the source 
of the blue color-were transferred from the lithium to the pseudoephedrine, 
which would lose an oxygen and a hydrogen.

Then another hydrogen atom would bond to what used to be pseudoephedrine, 
and that was it. The molecule was now methamphetamine. A controlled 
substance from here on out: Even if they didn't finish the process, even if 
they didn't get any usable product, what Mike and his partner had could put 
them in prison for a long time.

Speed has a long history in North Texas, but the new method of making what 
has come to be called "Nazi meth" arrived recently. "It has exploded on the 
scene so quick, it's so easy to do, and there are so many people involved 
in manufacturing it, that it has completely overtaxed our capabilities," 
says R.W. Smith, commander of the North Texas Regional Narcotics Task 
Force, whose 11-county, 10,000-square-mile purview includes Wichita County. 
The task force busted its first Nazi lab in late 1998, and by the following 
summer they were busting one every week. "Everybody's trying to do this," 
one cook told me. "It's very easy to do. You don't have to be a rocket 
scientist." Recipes for making Nazi meth are available on the Internet. 
Around Wichita Falls, the "labs" have cropped up in trailers and motel 
rooms, houses and sheds, even cars and vans. Sergeant Jim Whitehead, head 
of the Wichita Falls Police Department's organized crime unit, says his 
officers find a lab or lab components roughly twice a week. These aren't 
really labs in the usual sense, since unlike other clandestine drug labs, 
there's no glassware, no Bunsen burners or pipettes, just bowls and jars 
and a makeshift contraption for bubbling gas into a liquid-say a Clorox 
bottle with a piece of aquarium tubing stuck through it. (The word "Nazi," 
which refers to the process, is probably also a misnomer. Rumor has it that 
the process was developed by the German army during World War II and though 
there doesn't seem to be much evidence to support the rumor, the term has 
stuck: it's Nazi meth, or Nazi dope, or "that Nazi shit." According to the 
DEA, the name traces back to a Missouri dope cook who wrote up a recipe on 
stationery with a swastika.)

You don't have to go to Wichita Falls to find Nazi meth. It's widely 
available in East Texas, or Missouri for that matter, where the new method 
of manufacture is thought to have caught on first before trickling down 
through Arkansas and Oklahoma and into Texas. On the other hand, there 
isn't much Nazi meth on the border or west of the Pecos.  And though 
methamphtamine is common in some West Coast cities, the drug seems to be 
more prevalent in rural areas than in urban ones. According to Patricia 
Morgan, a UC-Berkley sociologist who has studied groups of meth users in 
California and Hawaii, "This drug really takes root in rural communities, 
communities that are strongly that are economically declining and 
isolated." Its increasingly strong and destructive presence in parts of 
Middle America earned it the nickname "the crack of the nineties"-recently 
updated to "the crack of the new millennium" on Wichita Falls local news. 
Methamphetamine was around long before crack, but because it is a cheap, 
harsh drug whose users are often poor, the popular image of meth use in 
rural areas has come to resemble the old picture of inner-city crack use in 
the 1980s: a looming crisis on the other side of the tracks.

The new way of making meth is strikingly simple, and as a result, a 
human-scale conversion has taken place beside the chemical one. Users 
become cooks almost as easily as Sudafed is transformed into crank. "I 
equate it to the old moonshiners, that's what we're dealing with now," says 
Bill Coombs, a chemical dependency counselor who works with people on 
probation in Clay, Archer, and Montague counties. Most manufacturers are 
poor, addicted to speed, and on the run from the cops. And just as the 
difference of an atom in a psychoactive substance can translate into a 
markedly different effect on the brain of a person who ingests it, an 
addict who starts cooking batches himself can end up setting off a 
distinctly different response from the legal system.

What happens to a cook who does get caught depends a great deal on where 
that happens.

In Wichita Falls itself, where the court docket is crowded with 
methamphetamine and other drug cases, first-time offenders who plead guilty 
may be offered probation.

In some rural counties, though, it's a different story.

Thirty-year-old Doug Marchand had no prior convictions on his record when 
he was indicted in 1999 on meth charges in Wilbarger County, west of 
Wichita Falls. He pled not guilty, and in October of 1999 his case went to 
trial.

The jury found him guilty and, after deliberating his punishment for less 
than 20 minutes, sentenced him to a prison term ending in 2094. "The judge 
gets up and he says '95 years, I sentence him to 95 years,"' recalls Stacy 
Marchand, Doug's wife. "I said, 'Did you say 95 years?' And he slammed his 
fist down and said, 'I said 95 years!'"

Marchand's sentence is unusual, but not unique.

Rural juries in North Texas don't tend to look too kindly upon drug 
offenders, and this is not, as a city-dweller might assume, because drugs 
are alien to rural communities. If anything, stiff sentences reflect the 
fact that methamphetamine has become all too familiar in the places where 
these convictions occur-wind-wracked plains towns like Vernon, Montague, 
Henrietta, and Archer City, little county seats where two or three highways 
converge upon a courthouse, in a region where farming and ranching are as 
tough as they are anywhere, and the oil has just about dried up. In his 
novel The Last Picture Show Larry McMurtry, who grew up in Archer City and 
lives there now, portrayed a similar place as it might have been 40 years 
ago: the town of Thalia is dusty and bitter; Wichita Falls is a little 
racier but no great improvement. "Life's too damn hard here," says one 
character. "The land's got too much power over you.... Everything's flat 
and empty and there's nothing to do but spend money." (Mike's mother grew 
up in Archer City, and when I asked her what she thought of the book she 
said, "Pretty accurate.")

Though much has changed since those days, the rural economy has only 
declined further, and some of these towns still seem to have a hard 
quality, their streets relatively empty and quiet, the people there 
reticent with outsiders.

And considering what is different, you might think some bad trades had been 
struck with Wichita Falls, the towns giving up their shops to the city and 
accepting drugs in return. There is no longer a full-sized grocery store in 
Archer City, but there are meth labs. For a spell in December and January, 
after newly-elected Sheriff Ed Daniels took office and implemented a 
"zero-tolerance" policy, a meth lab bust appeared on the front page of the 
Archer City News almost every week.

One place to get a feel for methamphetamine's reach is a county courthouse. 
Last February, at the Clay County Courthouse in Henrietta, I watched jury 
selection take place in the matter of the State of Texas versus Kevin 
Scale, who'd been accused of meth manufacture. As is typical during that 
initial part of a trial, Scale's court-appointed attorney, Versel Rush, led 
the 42 prospective jurors in a talk-show-style discussion of issues like 
punishment ranges and the reasonable doubt standard-trying all the while to 
put the notion of drug manufacture in a relatively forgiving light, and to 
ferret out which jurors to disqualify. This wore on into the afternoon.

Rush, a charismatic Bowie native and U.T. Law School graduate, has a thick 
crop of red hair and a small, round, expressive face that freezes every so 
often into either a crinkled smile or a quizzical look. As Scale looked on 
impassively, she talked and smiled and took sips of iced tea from a giant 
styrofoam cup, and finally got around to the subject of Nazi meth. Who had 
heard of it? What was it? Did anyone have friends or family members with 
drug problems?

"I've heard about it," volunteered an older man. "The stuff's readily 
available.

It's hard to catch it, to my understanding."

"It used to be cocaine that everybody thought was the biggest problem," 
said another man, "Now it's meth. Drugs are the biggest problem facing Clay 
County right now."

Rush proceeded from person to person, and about every second or third one 
said that a close friend or family member had a drug or alcohol problem.

At least half of those mentioned methamphetamine.

"A friend of mine from high school has a big drug problem."

"My brother's into speed.

He's in denial about it."

"I have a cousin who's on meth right now, and it's broken up the family."

"I've got friends who make the stuff."

"My baby brother is in prison for it."

"I had some employees who stole from me. They were involved in drugs."

"Some very close family members have a problem with meth. I'm not sure I 
can be objective about it."

The trial itself never happened: After jury selection, Rush managed to have 
Scale's confession to the police excluded on a technicality. The assistant 
D.A. lowered the state's plea offer to 20 years from 25, and Scale took it.

I later remarked to Rush that, given all the personal stories they'd told, 
the jurors had seemed as if they might have extended some sympathy toward 
Seale-who'd had marital problems, sunk into a depression, started taking 
speed with a neighbor, and then started making it himself. "Yeah, I think I 
could have gotten 30 to 40 years for my client," she said, noting that 
because Seale had a prior conviction for shooting with intent to injure, 
the jury's store of sympathy would have been limited.

Then Rush said she'd been surprised by the extent of the courtroom 
testimonials. "It is bad in Clay County. I've never gotten almost half of 
the prospective jurors. And most of these, it was meth."

Methamphetamine itself is not new to the region.

 From the time of their introduction in the 1920s until the 1970s, 
amphetamines were liberally prescribed by doctors and marketed by 
pharmaceutical companies all over the country. (The pharmaceutical company 
Smith, Kline, and French introduced amphetamine in the 1920s as a 
substitute for ephedrine, which was already in use as a decongestant. 
Methamphetamine was introduced a few years later.

Over the next couple of decades, accepted clinical uses for amphetamines 
included treatment of schizophrenia, addiction to painkillers, head 
injuries, infantile cerebral palsy, radiation sickness, low blood pressure, 
seasickness, and hiccups.) Large amounts of the drugs were diverted into 
the black market, which swelled in the 1960s as speed use escalated, 
prompting Congress to enact laws to stem illicit sales in 1965. It was then 
that clandestine labs really started to proliferate, many of them 
large-scale. The region between Dallas and Oklahoma City, with its ready 
access to interstate highways and its miles of unpatrolled farm and ranch 
lands, became home to more than its share of "P2P" labs, named after one of 
the precursor chemicals, phenyl-2-propanone. Back then the manufacturing 
process required some chemical savvy, it smelled much worse than the Nazi 
method, and it took a few days; speed cooks would go out into the country 
and come back with a pound or two. In North Texas it was, in part, a kind 
of oilfield supply business: Roughnecks commonly took speed to get through 
their shifts of 12 hours and longer.

"Up through the early '90s North Texas was the methamphetamine capital of 
the world, back when they made the 'good meth'," says Bill Coombs, the 
chemical dependency counselor. "Then the precursors were made illegal, and 
so the supply of methamphetamine almost dried up. It was fairly expensive 
until this new method came about." (The changes in speed manufacturing 
techniques over the years are a text-book case of regulation-inspired 
evolution.

Each time the government manages to clamp down on one version of the drug, 
an easier manufacturing method emerges, often resulting in a more potent 
product.) The new method has affected not just the drug's availability, but 
its palpability, the sense of its presence in small communities. Because 
the method is easier, faster, and not quite as smelly, the drug is more 
likely to be made in town than in the past. And because there are more 
manufacturers, there are more manufacturing cases moving through the courts.

Tim Cole, District Attorney for Archer, Clay, and Montague counties, says 
that after first encountering a Nazi meth lab case in 1998, "for a while we 
were just floored.

Three and four were being busted a week, and we couldn't keep up. It's 
still happening, but now we're still seeing four or five a month maybe." 
The number of drug cases in Montague County (population 18,000) has 
increased from 12 in 1997 to 60 in 2000, and methamphetamine cases make up 
most of that increase. There have been similar rises in nearby counties. 
Statewide, there were 702 clandestine meth labs seizures by drug task 
forces between May of 2000 and April of this year, according to the Texas 
Narcotics Control Program. That figure does not include hundreds of labs 
busted by local police and Department of Public Safety officers.

Then there are the farms and co-ops, which lately have been targeted by 
thieves.

The northern half of Clay County has been especially hard hit, because the 
soil there is of the sandy, loamy type that farmers fertilize with 
anhydrous ammonia.

 From June until December, the landscape is dotted with large white 
capsules on wheels: anhydrous tanks, which farmers typically leave out in 
the field between applications. That was never a problem until recently, 
when meth cooks or their accomplices started tapping the tanks in order to 
siphon off a few gallons of the chemical. "The summer of '99 is when it 
started getting really popular," says Clay County Sheriff David Hanes. "We 
started getting a big jump in calls from farmers, two or three calls a week."

A sturdily built man with a buzz haircut and a moustache curling over his 
upper lip, Hanes seems about as calm and straightforward as they come. 
("Some departments don't allow them," he explains when I note that every 
man in his office has a moustache, "but around here they're pretty 
common.") Hanes worked for 10 years as a deputy before becoming sheriff in 
January and he has participated directly in the shift in police tactics 
brought on by the new meth, staking out tanks and chasing fertilizer thieves.

Hanes takes me on a drive up through the rolling wheat fields and grazing 
land of northern Clay County and it becomes clear just what a frustrating 
task it must be for a couple of officers to patrol such a vast territory. 
"The county is 1,150 square miles," he says. "We've got eight officers, and 
four are contracted by the city of Henrietta: A lot of times, that's one 
officer per shift for the rest of the county." One or two officers, and 
dozens of tanks: "You can spend all night staking out one that's been hit 
in the past, and nothing happens, and turns out they've hit another one 
down the road." Meanwhile, there are the actual cooks to worry about.

We are a few miles south of the Red River when Hanes points out an old 
gravel pit full of dense, leafless thicket, with a thin muddy lane leading 
down into the brush.

Here, with the help of the drug task force, Hanes and two other officers 
caught a pair of cooks in 1998. "We were doing surveillance up on that 
berm," he says, pointing to a high mound next to the pit. "We had seen the 
tracks, and came here and found cans, and a full propane bottle of ammonia, 
so we figured they'd come back. When they did, they were dressed in 
camouflage and one was patrolling with [a] shotgun." Hanes and the other 
officers apprehended the meth commandos as the two of them climbed back up 
the lane toward the highway.

Back at his office in Henrietta, Hanes shows me a piece of evidence from 
one meth case: a dirty plastic jar with what looks like a layer of clumpy 
tan powder on the bottom.  "That's a lot of dope," he says. It looks like 
something you would throw away while cleaning out the garage.

"We could go to Wal-Mart," more than one person in Wichita Falls told me, 
"and I could point out the ones who are on meth." Actually, you don't need 
to go to Wal-Mart to see people who fit the profile of a heavy 
methamphetamine user: the bone-thin, jaundiced woman behind the counter at 
the deli, hands trembling as she makes your sandwich; another skeletal 
woman, who might be in her thirties but whose face is riven by deep 
wrinkles, checking behind her before ducking into a motel room; the ashen, 
jittery former police officer who keeps repeating himself during an interview.

"They look like walking death," says Tim Cole, and in some cases that's an 
accurate description. Even among users, this drug has few boosters. "I have 
bruises all over my legs from sticking needles in them," says Marie, a 
pretty but weary-looking woman in her thirties who, over a plate of 
macaroni at the Pioneer Restaurant in Wichita Falls, describes to me her 
unsuccessful efforts to stop using.

She's been doing speed for 20 years. "I have been to eight treatment 
centers. It didn't work. I'm screwed in my head. My thinking is messed up. 
It fucks up love relationships and family relationships. I've stole from my 
own mother.

I've ripped the guts out of my daughter's heart." She talks quickly, her 
thin arms clenched, leaning forward to say one thing and then leaning back 
against the booth to say another.

Talking about how horrible meth is makes her want to shoot up. "I am 
jonesing my ass off right now," she says. She hasn't used in three days, 
and is on her way to her father's house in Dallas to try, once again, to 
get clean.

She starts skipping from story to story.

How she and some friends were out stealing anhydrous the other night, and 
how one of them kept opening up the container, getting off on the smell, 
until the fumes filled the back of the car. How as a teenager she was 
scared of needles, until one night her boyfriend backed her up against the 
wall to put the needle in her arm. How it took him three hours to finally 
get it in. How recently she and a bunch of people had been partying at a 
motel, but how she herself had holed up in the bathroom schizzing, afraid 
to come out for fear she would end up having sex and then regretting it 
later. ("Schizzing" is a common term for doing speed-appropriately enough, 
since high doses of amphetamines send some users into a state 
indistinguishable from paranoid schizophrenia.) "When you shoot dope it 
intensifies sex big time," Marie says. "It makes you do all kinds of kinky 
crazy shit, and then you wake up in the morning and think God, what have I 
done?"

Since' so many different people are cooking Nazi meth, under unknowable 
conditions and without anything like quality control, and since any drug 
affects different users differently, it's hard to make blanket claims about 
this particular drug. Reports from users are not always a reliable source 
of information, but many consider Nazi meth to be inferior to "the old 
dope," saying that you have to shoot it more often to maintain the high, 
and that the effects are harsher. That impression is seconded by David 
Keesling, Program Director for Adult Chemical Dependency Services at Red 
River Hospital in Wichita Falls. With the new meth, he says, "To achieve 
the same effect, most have to use more often, and it's not uncommon for 
them to be sticking a needle in some parts of their bodies six, eight, ten 
times a day." Treatment professionals also believe that Nazi meth takes 
people down faster.

Whereas it might take an alcoholic 10 years to lose everything, says Bill 
Coombs, he sees methamphetamine users who have wrecked themselves in one year.

Of course, it's the worst cases you hear most about.  The recreational 
user, who manages to avoid arrest and use the drug in moderation, remains 
largely invisible.

It's blow people's minds, several users told me, if they knew who was doing 
this drug. But it's evident that methamphetamine, particularly if it's 
injected or smoked, can have very adverse effects.

Speed can play a cruel trick on people, providing short-term bursts of 
pleasure and drive while undermining, over the long term, the ability to 
get anything done. The basic structure of the amphetamines is similar to 
the structure of certain neurotransmitters in the brain that regulate mood 
(dopamine in particular), and the drug both stimulates their release from 
neurons and blocks them from being re-absorbed. For the user, this can 
cause a rush of exhilaration and an increased sense of energy, as well as 
sleeplessness and loss of appetite. "I just like schizzing," says a Wichita 
Falls woman who first tried speed, she says, at age 13 or 14. ("My granny 
did it," she said by way of explanation.) "It made me feel so sure of 
myself, so beautiful, like it's all me, and everything is fine-didn't have 
no worries, and no problems." The brain fiddles while the body burns: Lack 
of sleep and poor nutrition start to wear a person down. It's common to 
stay up for two to four days (seven to 10 is not uncommon) and eat very 
little while on the drug.

Amphetamines also arouse the sympathetic nervous system-which mediates 
"fight or flight" responses-and habitual users, in whom this system is 
consistently aroused, become paranoid.

They invent stories to go along with the sense of danger brought on by the 
drug: The same Wichita Falls woman says she always liked speed "until the 
last couple years when I thought there were people living in the attic and 
people living in my trees.

I would do a shot and stand at the window literally for hours at a time, 
looking out, without moving, thinking they were fixing to get me." Over 
time, regular methamphetamine use reduces the amount of dopamine available 
in the brain, and though in many cases those levels can be restored after 
months of not using, in the meantime a person in this condition will 
experience anhedonia-the absence of pleasure.

It's impossible to track levels of illicit drug use precisely, but most 
people interviewed for this story seem to think that the ready availability 
of meth is spurring at least a modest increase in use. That sense is 
stronger in the smaller towns. "The majority that come to us are on 
meth-that's their drug of choice," says Jerri Skelton of the Cross Timbers 
Council on Substance Abuse in Henrietta. "I've been here since '83. It's 
happened within the last two or three years; there's been a switch.

Where we might have seen a lot of cocaine use, now it's meth use." In 
Wichita Falls, according to Texas Commission on Alcohol and Drug Abuse 
statistics; the number of people enrolling in licensed treatment facilities 
who listed amphetamines as their primary drug has climbed steadily, from 17 
in 1997, to 96 in 2000-compared to 97 enrolled for alcohol and 67 for crack 
cocaine.

As these numbers suggest, the availability of treatment in North Texas for 
any kind of drug or alcohol use is limited.

In Wichita Falls, there are 54 inpatient beds and 227 outpatient slots in 
licensed chemical dependency treatment facilities, which serve not only 
Wichita County (population 133,000) but surrounding counties as well. One 
facility, the Treatment Center, had to scale back to 18 beds, down from 30 
last year, because of cuts in state funding.

The waiting list, according to the center's Executive Director Al Brown, 
currently has about 50 people on it; by the time a space opens up the 
prospective client has often lost interest or started a new job. The 
standard regime for those who are admitted, meanwhile, is about28 days of 
treatment followed by around five weeks of aftercare. For heavy meth users 
this is often insufficient, according to Dr. Richard Rawson, associate 
director of the Integrated Substance Abuse Programs at UCLA and an expert 
in treating methamphetamine users.

What recovering addicts need is not necessarily inpatient treatment, he 
says, but treatment that continues for at least four to six months, which 
is how long it seems to take for the brain's neuro-chemistry to return to 
normal. "We're dealing with brains that have been damaged," he says. "When 
the meth addict needs help the most is three or four months into 
treatment." Rawson notes that the Matrix Institute clinic in San 
Bernardino, a UCLA program affiliate that follows this protocol and is 
linked to a drug court, has seen considerable success.

Meanwhile Bill Coombs, who has worked over the years with hundreds of meth 
addicts on probation in Archer, Clay, and Montague counties, says he 
believes that 90 percent of them relapse.

Almost every law enforcement official and prosecutor interviewed for this 
story emphasized the need for better treatment options for meth addicts. 
Yet the rules of the game are often at cross purposes with the goal of 
treatment.

It is the job of the narcotics officer to try to get information, not to 
rehabilitate people.

Everybody snitches on everybody, users complain. "They take these young 
kids," says one cook, "and instead of telling them they need to get clean, 
they need to get a job, they need an education, they say okay, snitch on 
somebody and they'll let you off. Eventually they end up with nobody to 
snitch on and then they go to prison."

No one should do this shit. It's bad," says Jamie, a guy in his 
mid-twenties whose house I visit on my last trip to North Texas. Jamie's 
friends say he is a meth cook, and the fact that he has some of the raw 
materials on his desk would suggest as much, though at first he doesn't 
admit to it (and he is generally not too pleased that a reporter has shown 
up to talk to him). He is sitting in the dingy back room of his small frame 
house, at his desk, in front of a six-inch monitor linked to a surveillance 
camera on the front porch, which shows the empty street in shades of grey. 
The house is not in great shape.

Squiggles are spray painted on the walls, and "No more than three people at 
one time" is scrawled in black pen on the door to the back room, which at 
the time of my visit contains five people. Drywall is stacked in the living 
room, apparently intended for a home improvement project, next to heaps of 
clothes and garbage bags full of stuff belonging to his current girlfriend, 
who Jamie says he is kicking out because she stole from him. Brand new 
cabinets have been installed in an otherwise disorderly kitchen.

In the back room, two people who seem to be customers sit on the couch, 
while Jamie rocks back in his chair and eyes me warily.

He is thin, but not as thin as many other users, and he says speed has 
never messed him up as badly as it does some people: "I eat three meals a 
day I sleep six hours a night." Before he was a meth user he was an 
alcoholic, Jamie says, and he would get violent when he was drunk.

He picks up a small Tupperware container with lithium batteries inside. 
"What they should do is just outlaw these, then it would be harder to do. 
What do people need lithium batteries for anyway? Why can't they just use 
normal batteries?" Once he gets going, his speech is as incessant as a 
radio deejay's, though often he doesn't finish a thought before switching 
to a different subject. "Of course then you could just use a different 
alkali metal, but most people don't know that."

Jamie's friends talk about how smart he is, but he never finished high 
school and can't seem to hold down a job. Until recently, his largest 
source of income was hunting snakes and mailing them to reptile dealers in 
other states.

There is an upside-down, half-folded poster of reptiles taped to the wall. 
Above his desk and on a bookshelf next to the door sit dozens of old 
science textbooks, along with a police scanner.

When he's done some speed, he says, "I notice I can read a lot faster, but 
I don't think I retain very much of it." He picks up a book, a musty 
college organic chemistry text from the '60s or '70s, and flips to a page 
with a diagram of ammonia on it. All of it, everything you need to know to 
make dope is right in these books, he tells me. He says he has come up with 
an odorless method. "I've attempted to make it and not even come close," he 
says. "Most people aren't even making actual meth. Most people don't even 
know what they're making." The room we're in smells of the half full 
ashtray on the floor and a faint sourness I can't identify.

Should Jamie go to prison?

For how long? Prosecutors and law enforcement officials in North Texas 
maintain a kind of split consciousness regarding meth manufacturers. Almost 
everyone acknowledges that most meth cooks have a bad drug habit and no 
money "These people are in it for the dope first and the money second," 
says Task Force Commander R.W. Smith, "Most of them we see are making two 
to four ounces.

They don't generate enough money (from sales) to do anything but party on 
the weekend or buy more chemicals. Most of them are destitute." Members of 
the task force are first to recognize this, since they are supposed to 
generate a 25-percent share of their operating funds by seizing the assets 
of the people they catch. "These people have nothing," Smith says. Last 
year, for the first time, the task force failed to make enough money 
through seizure, and it had to appeal to the counties for assistance.

The new way of making meth turns every addict into a cook, says Tim Cole. 
"This is such an easy way, they'll be doing one, two, three cooks a week 
just to keep themselves supplied, at four or five grams a cook. It's really 
become a problem.

People with labs are usually in horrible health, living under horrible 
conditions, penniless except that they may have a little cash. They don't 
own any property but the clothes on their back. The old picture of a drug 
dealer just isn't accurate." In "two or three cases," he says, the meth 
cooks who'd been busted were living and cooking in their cars.

Ultimately, though, there has to be a bad guy. Cole says that he tries to 
steer people into treatment when warranted, but that he's less likely to 
give probation and treatment to a manufacturer than to someone in 
possession. Doing so is politically difficult, he adds: In the last 
election, his opponent attacked him for "putting drug dealers on 
probation." Cole says that he stands by his decisions to offer probation in 
some cases, and that it's the "major guy," who should go to prison. "What I 
would define as major is people who we've seen before, with a track record 
of one or two convictions, regardless of the amount they're producing." In 
Wilbarger County, no track record is required. "I'm of the opinion that if 
they're pushing the drugs, manufacturing dope in any way, they need to go 
to prison," says Wilbarger County District Attorney Dan Mike Bird. "It's 
not just the dope, it's a character flaw. They're bad people." In the 1999 
trial of Doug Marchand, Bird made an impassioned speech to the jury; 
requesting that they decide on a punishment of 99 years.

Drugs, more than anything else, were responsible for the "unraveling" of 
society; he told the jury; and manufacturers like Marchand were to blame. 
"if we don't want it happening, we can stop it, long terms in prison, at 
least with this defendant," he said. "That's how we stop it."

Marchand was caught with both finished and unfinished meth; evidence 
introduced at trial suggests it would have come out to about six or eight 
ounces in all. That's more than the average cook is busted with, and at 
$1,000 an ounce, enough to make some decent money. (There is some question 
as to whether all of it was his: Marchand says that several people used the 
house to cook dope, though he won't discuss details because of his pending 
appeal.) But he was convicted of having twice as much meth as he actually 
had, because of the way the law is written.

Texas law defines the weight of methamphetamine to be the weight of any 
mixture containing methamphetamine. So if someone is caught in the middle 
of a cook, when they are likely to have a large quantity of liquid or 
slush, they can be charged with more than 400 grams (14 ounces) of meth, 
which carries a punishment range of 15 to 99 years-even if the process 
would have yielded only a few grams of finished product. "The irony is, 
attempt to manufacture methamphetamine can bring a higher punishment than 
the finished product," says Wichita Falls defense attorney Bob Estrada, who 
is handling Marchand's appeal. "You theoretically get a higher sentence for 
trying to make it than for actually making it." Several district attorneys, 
including Cole, have said that this is a problem that needs to be fixed, 
but the law stands, and Bird stands by the law.

Because of that law, almost any cook can be defined as "major." The current 
Legislature, meanwhile, is likely to pass a law making it easier to go 
after them. House Bill 3351, sponsored by Representative Jim Keffer, would 
make it illegal to possess all the ingredients for a cook, even if it 
hasn't been started yet.

Step back from all this, and it might seem strange that manufacture of 
methamphetamine has so quickly become regarded as an evil in and of itself, 
given that large pharmaceutical companies were churning it out just 30 
years ago. Then again, that's just a shortened version of what has happened 
with most illegal drugs over the past century: When they were legal, they 
had a range of uses and effects but were abused by some; made illegal, they 
are uniformly bad. Unlike guns, for instance, drugs are not viewed as 
agents of harm. They are harm itself, measurable in grams.

One strange thing about Nazi meth is how often people mention Wal-Mart in 
association with the drug. You can buy all the ingredients at Wal-Mart. You 
can pick out the dopers at Wal-Mart. When I interviewed Bill Coombs, he 
even called it "Wal-Mart meth."

Wichita Falls is not a large city; but Wal-Mart is hardly the only store. 
You could buy the relevant ingredients at K-Mart, and presumably some 
dopers shop at Target. No other store has the symbolic associations of 
Wal-Mart, though, and there are a number of parallels between what people 
say about Wal-Mart and what people say about methamphetamine. They are both 
spoken of as the thing that ate rural America, destroyers of small towns.

They are both linked, though not exclusively, to low-income consumers.

And they both induce varieties of overstimulation.

"If you want to see some tweakers," Stacy Marchand told me, "Go to that 
Wal-Mart on the highway at two in the morning.

That's who's there, walking around with their shopping carts and not buying 
anything." Curious to see if this was true, I headed over to the 24-hour 
Wal-Mart on Highway 44 late one night, at about one a.m. The lights were 
overwhelmingly bright.

The shelves teemed with merchandise. An advertisement for a squeegee mop 
played on a television monitor while a competing ad for a Brittany Spears 
album played over the loudspeaker. I did see one woman who looked like a 
meth user, pushing a cart draped with clothes and pausing to examine a 
cereal bowl, but mostly I saw night stockers, dozens of them, tearing apart 
boxes and unloading more and more stuff.

In that moment, what Wal-Mart and speed really seemed to have in common was 
a kind of relentlessness-a kind of over-drive that tries to gloss over 
sadness but, in the end, only brings it into relief.

Drug addiction is our biggest open secret.

There they are, the addicts, skeletal and jaundiced, walking around 
Wal-Mart. The Wal-Mart corporation has instituted limits on the amount of 
cold pills you can buy at its stores, and in some parts of Texas, police 
even stake out Wal-Marts to try to catch meth cooks.

Yet I have not heard of, say, an outreach worker stationed at Wal-Mart 
trying to help these people.

Their obvious suffering goes unacknowledged.

Even the smallest recognition of pain can be startling.

I asked Stacy Marchand how she fell in love with Doug, and she told me it 
happened five years ago, one night when they were both working at the same 
bar in Wichita Falls. Both he and she were dating other people at the time; 
Doug came in and said his girlfriend was having cramps. "He said, 'Is there 
anything I can do for her?'" recalls Stacy "So I told Doug to get her 
Midol, and he said, 'What about Pamprin? I bought Pamprin.' I said 'That's 
good.'" Doug left to go deliver the Pamprin to his girlfriend. Stacy turned 
to another waitress, she remembers. "And I said, 'You know, in all my life 
if I ever had any man go to buy me personal items, much less Pamprin, or 
give a crap how I feel during that time of month.... Because they just 
really don't care. That's your problem. You worry about it.'"

She continues: "I said to Jennifer, 'How sweet is that?'"

Stacy thinks Doug is the kindest man she's ever known.

They were married in January of last year, two months after Doug was sent 
to prison for the rest of his life.
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