Pubdate: Sat, 09 Nov 2002 Source: London Free Press (CN ON) Copyright: 2002 The London Free Press a division of Sun Media Corporation. Contact: http://www.fyilondon.com/londonfreepress/ Details: http://www.mapinc.org/media/243 Author: Kelly Pedro WOMAN HAUNTED BY DOG'S KILLING Marcie Carroll Hasn't Been The Same Since Police Shot Her Pet A London woman has been unable to return to work or go home since city police broke into her apartment looking for drugs that were never there and shot her pet dog. Struggling with flashbacks and harbouring a lack of trust in police, Marcie Carroll says she is receiving medical attention to help her cope with the loss of her dog, Bear. The six-year-old German shepherd and Lab cross was like a son to her, she says. "It's getting harder because I don't really know what to do, and I can't go home," Carroll, 22, said yesterday. "I'm still having nightmares." Carroll, who began a new job the day before the botched drug raid, has essentially been laid off from work and hasn't received a paycheque. She finds it difficult to concentrate at work and struggles to talk about her dog. "It's too stressful. All day I'll be upset and crying and thinking about it. "It's hard because when I'm upset, I usually go to Bear and he comforts me. It's easier to talk and just feel with an animal. It's unconditional love." Carroll's lawyer, Faisal Joseph, said his client "has not slept in her apartment since this event. "It has caused tremendous emotional damage to her." Police Chief Brian Collins has launched an internal investigation into the incident. Earlier this week, Carroll and her lawyer met for nearly three hours with Insp. Kenneth Heslop, who is conducting the internal probe. "We provided various photographs and physical evidence from the scene to assist (police) in their investigation," Joseph said. Speaking for the police force, Const. Paul Martin said he didn't know when the investigation would wrap up. "I spoke with the inspector (Thursday) and it's still ongoing," he said. A report will be forwarded to the chief on completion. Joseph launched a formal complaint on Carroll's behalf and asked for the names of the police officers involved in the incident. The lawyer said he was given nine names, but says the name of the officer who shot the dog is missing from the list. Since the story first surfaced, letters of support for Carroll have poured in. "I'm glad people care because I don't want it forgotten. I don't want it to happen again," Carroll said yesterday. Paul Scheiding, a radio host with CHRW, will launch the Bear Fund next week with the support of Carroll and Joseph. Funds will go to the London Humane Society. "Hopefully, something good will come out of a bad situation," Joseph says. Scheiding said he was so moved by Carroll's story he felt he had to do something. Those wishing to donate can write to: The Bear Fund, Attention Lerners, 1326 Huron St., Suite 417, London, Ont., N5V 2E2. Cheques should be made payable to The Bear Fund. - --- MAP posted-by: Larry Stevens