Pubdate: Fri, 22 Nov 2002
Source: Badger Herald (Edu, Madison,  WI)
Copyright: 2002 Badger Herald
Contact:  http://www.mapinc.org/media/711
Website: http://www.badgerherald.com/
Author: Ashkan Farhadieh
Note: The Badger Herald is the independent, as opposed to the one paid for 
by the student government, newspaper for the University of 
Wisconsin-Madison community.
Related: http://www.mapinc.org/drugnews/v02.n2137.a06.html

DRUGS WILL RUIN YOUR LIFE

My name is Ashkan Farhadieh. I am 22 years old and I recently finished
my studies at UW-Madison. I am writing this letter from the Dane
County jail. When I leave here after my sentencing Nov. 22, I am not
going home to my family, or to graduate school, or to my first good
job. I am going to a federal prison.

Not long ago I was just like many of you. I had the same hopes, dreams
and aspirations. Most of that is gone now, because I made the choice
to use and sell ecstacy. I am writing this letter with the hope that I
can dissuade at least one young person from making the same mistakes
that I did. If one of you reads this letter and thinks twice before
getting involved with ecstacy, then something good has come from my
situation.

The fact of the matter is that if you are using ecstacy, selling it or
sharing it with your friends, you are on the road to ruining your
life. I know because I ruined my life by using it and selling it. I
also know that everyone has heard the same story from cops and other
social groups: Drugs will ruin your life. Well, I am not a cop or an
anti-drug group member. I am just a college student who can tell you
from experience that messing with ecstacy is a huge mistake.

During my four years at UW, I was like most students. I partied hard
while keeping up with school. Not believing that ecstacy was harmful,
I was both using and selling it. If you are using ecstacy, which I
know a lot of kids do, you are running the risk of damaging your brain
for the sake of a "good time." If you don't believe me, look at the
Internet at numerous studies that document this. If you think, as many
do, that ecstacy is harmless, you are wrong.

You are also wrong if you think that you can get involved with selling
ecstacy without serious consequences. I used to think the same way, as
did s ome of my friends. And guess what? We are all going to federal
prison. Not probation, not a fine, not drug treatment, not work
release. Prison. I just finished four years at a good university and
now I will be going to a federal prison for more time than I spent in
college. I don't care if you are on the Dean's list, come from a
wealthy family, or are on your way to medical school. If you decide to
sell ecstacy, you are going to prison. Federal drug agents and
prosecutors are a lot smarter than you are. The best lawyers and your
otherwise perfect background won't save you.

If you don't believe me, look at the federal sentencing guidelines and
see for yourself. The penalties are extremely harsh, even for first
offenders. The feeling of euphoria produced by ecstacy is very
deceptive. No "good time" is worth the risk of damaging your brain and
loosing your freedom.

I learned these things the hard way. I have lost so much, hurt my
family and jeopardized my future. I don't want sympathy for that,
because those are the consequences of the choices I made. I do want,
hopefully, to deter someone from making those same choices and
suffering then same consequences. Trust me, ecstacy isn't a joke. If
you are using or selling it, I promise you that you will hurt yourself
more than you could ever imagine.

Written from the Dane County Jail, Nov. 6, 2002.

Ashkan Farhadieh
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MAP posted-by: Richard Lake