Pubdate: Fri, 22 Mar 2002 Source: Daily Telegraph (UK) Copyright: 2002 Telegraph Group Limited Contact: http://www.telegraph.co.uk/ Details: http://www.mapinc.org/media/114 Author: Sean O'Neill and Linus Gregoriadis sSheet=/news/2002/03/22/ixhome.html Bookmark: http://www.mapinc.org/heroin.htm (Heroin) Bookmark: http://www.mapinc.org/youth.htm (Youth) HOW MY THREE DAUGHTERS FELL INTO THE GRIP OF HEROIN A WOMAN who watched helplessly as three of her four daughters became heroin addicts said yesterday that she was afraid the drug would kill her youngest child. Theresa Dodd, a nurse, spoke of her despair, anger and pain over what has happened to her children, all of whom are now aged over 18. Mrs Dodd and her husband, Charles, a senior partner in a London solicitors' firm, raised four girls and sent them to good schools in Tunbridge Wells, Kent, a place whose name is a byword for Home Counties' respectability. That three of their children became trapped in the merciless cycle of heroin abuse and addiction is a fact they can still barely believe. "I am so frightened, so frightened and so angry," said Mrs Dodd, a grandmother. "Not angry with anyone but just angry that there isn't anything anyone can do." "I feel like a wrung-out rag. I am bleeding on the inside. You cannot see the blood but I am bleeding from distress." Antonia Turner, one of her daughters, stopped taking heroin a year ago and appears to be on the road to recovery. "When I look back to the time when I was a kid, I could never have imagined I would do anything like this," she said. "I don't think people realise the dangers of addiction until they are addicted themselves." Another of Mrs Dodd's children is battling to stay off the drug but the family is most worried about Angelica, 21, the youngest daughter, who is living rough and begging on the streets to get her next fix. Mrs Dodd said: "I really want Angelica to take herself forward and understand that what she is doing is really serious. I will never let go and never stop doing whatever I can to show how much I love her. I don't want to go to my daughter's funeral." The recent publication of pictures of the body of Rachel Whitear(/A), the 21-year-old student who died from a heroin overdose, prompted Mrs Dodd to seek help from other parents. "I have seen a picture of the dead body and I fear being one of those parents who talks after her children's death. People keep saying 'Did you know what was happening?' but I really did not have any idea." Mrs Dodd told BBC South East Today that there was a lack of support for parents like her, who struggled to know what to do when their children fell into addiction. "I do get a lot of support from the Roman Catholic Church and from my friends because I am very open." "But I really need to find the other mothers so that we can do something between us. There may be nothing we can do to stop our children being addicts but at least we can support ourselves." Canon Michael Evans, parish priest of St Augustine's, who has helped Mrs Dodd, said that, despite its reputation as a place of middle class affluence, Tunbridge Wells had a serious drugs problem. "I am afraid I don't think we are any different in Tunbridge Wells from any other part of the country in that respect," said Fr Evans. "The young people of Tunbridge Wells know that drugs are easy to get hold of. That is not to say that all young people here take drugs but, perhaps in middle-class areas, the problem is worse because young people have money to buy drugs." "The police and schools are aware of the difficulties and the challenge and are trying to address that. Schools all have drugs education policies." Fr Evans, whose church hosts a Narcotics Anonymous group, said that, while there were programmes to support addicts, there was often little help for parents left wondering what had happened to their children. "There is often a feeling of helplessness and hopelessness. These high-profile cases of young girls have a great shock value but I'm not sure they deter addicts any more than pictures of damaged livers deter alcoholics." Hugo Luck, regional manager for the National Treatment Agency, said drug addiction did not recognise social class boundaries. "There is a growing amount of drug use, not just in the inner cities. This is a problem throughout the country, regardless of affluent activity. Some figures have suggested that the highest rates of use are amongst the higher-paid areas." Tunbridge Wells has gained a reputation as a centre for recreational drug abuse. Kevin Lynes, a local Tory county and borough councillor, said last night: "Young people will tell you the town is somewhere you can get whatever drugs you want. It is seen as a drugs capital." - --- MAP posted-by: Beth