Pubdate: Sun, 29 Jun 2003 Source: Amarillo Globe-News (TX) Copyright: 2003 Amarillo Globe-News Contact: http://amarillonet.com/ Details: http://www.mapinc.org/media/13 Author: Greg Cunningham Bookmark: http://www.mapinc.org/tulia.htm (Tulia, Texas) WALKING A ROAD TO RECOVERY Tulia Continues To Fend Off Attacks From Outsiders Editor's Note: Globe-News Staff Writer Greg Cunningham has covered the controversial Tulia drug bust for three years. Forty-six people were arrested in the 1999 bust, 39 of them black. TULIA - Like a bruised and battered prizefighter heaving himself off the stool for the championship rounds, the small town of Tulia continues to shuffle forward, defense up, head down. For nearly four years, the town of about 5,100 people has absorbed body blow after body blow from the national media in the wake of the controversial 1999 drug bust. The attacks come in the same form each time. The reporters come to town, spend a day or two, and do their stories. When the stories come out, the word that stings the most never fails to come up. Always implied and usually applied, the term racist slaps the town upside the head every time. Every once in a while, the town mounts a counterattack when a prominent resident or civic leader steps forward to defend the town's honor, then it's back to defense - hands up, elbows in tight to the rib cage. The latest person to take up for Tulia is Swisher County Commissioner Lloyd Rahlfs, who said he has had enough of being silent while Tulia is attacked by outsiders. Rahlfs makes many of the same points that have been made about the town by prior defenders: Tulia was trying to do the right thing with the bust, taking care of a serious drug problem; the community backs the bust because of its faith in its law enforcement officers; no one who really knows Tulia could say the town is racist "That's one thing that really gets me," Rahlfs said. "People come down from New York City for a week and think they know all the defendants and their histories, and all of our histories. They think they're qualified to make a judgment about who we are and what happened here." But in the midst of making all the points that have been made before, a tint of a new perspective works its way into the conversation. Rahlfs talks about reconciliation - not just leaving the bust in the past, but trying to heal the wounds and reunite the town. "We've been slammed so much," Rahlfs said. "We've been called racist. It's time to put an end to all this. It's time to put it behind us. "We need to go on with our lives, both sides. "We've cleared the slate here. Let's try to end this and get our relationships back." What Has Gone Before That tone of reconciliation may signal a new turn in the Tulia saga, holding forth the possibility for the town to truly put the past four years behind it. The struggle to do so no doubt will be difficult, but another Texas town has been through the process and laid down a road map. The small East Texas town of Jasper in 1998 found itself in much the same position as Tulia today. Seared by the national spotlight in the wake of the brutal dragging death of James Byrd Jr., painted by the wide brush of racism and facing an eternity of its name associated with a national controversy, Jasper needed a way out. The majority of people in Jasper felt the same way then as the people of Tulia feel now. They were upset that their town was being attacked because of things over which they had no control. They were mad that the label of racist was being applied to a town they knew was not racist. They didn't want the name Jasper forever connected to the Byrd tragedy. But rather than drop into a defensive crouch, Jasper changed its tactics. Like a wily veteran fighter, Jasper found a way to not just survive the fight, but to actually adjust its approach and take a shot at winning it. Leaders of the city - civic and religious - stepped forward to say Jasper needed to examine itself and what happened there. A commission was formed. Town hall meetings were held. In the midst of all the dialogue, a funny thing happened. People found out new things about themselves and their neighbors. New understandings were formed, and Jasper emerged a better place to live. "We did open up some serious dialogue throughout the community and began to really discuss some perceptions and some misperceptions about the culture and about racism," said Walter Diggles, who helped lead the reconciliation process as executive director of the Deep East Texas Council of Governments. "It helped us a lot to really come to grips with real racism that was present in our town - in the way we do business and enforce our laws - but that many never saw." Diggles said the process was painful and by no means involved the entire town, but a large portion of the population did participate, and the town became a better place to live as a result. Jasper is a long way from Tulia, and no one is certain that a reconciliation is possible or even wanted in the Panhandle town. One thing is certain, however, doing nothing will leave the wounds Tulia has suffered over the past four years to turn into deep scars with no prospects for proper healing. Religious Leaders Step to Forefront The conscience of any community rests in its churches, especially in a deeply religious community like Tulia. Religious leaders are expected to take the lead in matters of morality, and they appear to be doing so in Tulia. Conversations with several religious leaders in town indicate that they have already planted the seeds of the process. "The whole thing has to be centered around prayer," said Matthew Veals, pastor of New Fellowship Baptist Church. "We have to bring God into the equation because it's just down to the point where there's been so much outside interfering that nobody's really even considering that maybe there is such a thing as a racial harmony." Veals said his mostly black flock is strongly supportive of a process that can lead to greater racial understanding in Tulia. That process is under way among religious leaders, Veals said, but is in such an early stage that no details can be released. The push for reconciliation won't be coming just from Tulia's black churches, however. Rob Lindley, pastor of First Methodist Church in Tulia, said he also supports the idea of getting supporters and opponents of the drug bust to reach across to each other and heal the wounds. "We need to come together with our differences," Lindley said. "We can continue to have our differences, but we can still come together, because it's our community. As long as we keep our community in the forefront, rather than people's vendettas or agendas, we'll be healthy." Lindley knows the task will be difficult because he still sees a lot of anger in his parishioners over the plight of Tulia. That anger is present in many Tulia residents, most of whom refuse to talk on the record to the media anymore. One Tulia businessman, who asked not to be identified, said he thought the anger is so fresh, that it may be some time before people in Tulia are ready for reconciliation. "People are still plenty mad about what's been said about this community," the Tulia businessman said. "They (the media) came in and jumped all over us, and they didn't know the first thing about us." The Obstacles Lindley's idea of maintaining differences but finding common ground could be crucial because supporters and opponents of the bust still hold onto beliefs that appear to be diametrically opposed. Like many in his flock and many in town, Lindley supports the idea of the bust, saying it was done for the right reasons. He admits there may have been problems with the way the undercover agent, Tom Coleman, conducted the investigation, but he says that's no reason to discount the entire investigation and certainly no reason to indict the entire law enforcement community. Another common belief shared by Lindley and many in Tulia is that there really isn't even another "side" to reach out to. The media has repeatedly painted Tulia as a town divided between black and white, but many in Tulia say the division is actually between a large majority and a tiny few who oppose the bust. Many in town put most of the blame for the damage to Tulia on the defense-support organization Friends of Justice, and its two most high-profile members, Alan Bean and Gary Gardner. A conversation with Bean reveals that many of his beliefs are just as strong as those held by his opponents and could be just as big of a roadblock to reconciliation. Bean said he is willing to participate in discussion, but his strong beliefs would appear to leave little room for compromise. "I'm willing to sit down with anybody, anytime, under any conditions and talk about this in a civil manner," Bean said. "I think if there are people on the other side of the issue who are willing to take the same stance, we're in pretty good shape. "I am perfectly confident in my position, however. I have no doubt that I am right about this thing. I think my views have been borne out. If people don't understand why this is so, I would like nothing better to sit down and to tell them why I think this is so." Gardner, for his part, rejects the idea of dialogue, saying there is little hope for the people of Tulia to achieve any sort of racial reconciliation. Gardner points out that Tulia differs drastically from Jasper in that the residents of Jasper spoke out immediately against the crime in their city and moved quickly toward reconciliation. In Tulia, four years have passed, and any effort at reconciliation could be described, at best, as nascent. "I think this whole deal is like a nasty cut on the finger," Gardner said. "You just put a Band-Aid on it, ignore it and go back to work. A lot of people talk about the thing. I say just let them get on with their lives." The defendants from the bust also express an eagerness to get all the enmity and strife in Tulia put behind them, but they also have impediments to being successful in that regard. Some of the defendants are angry over their time behind bars, and most hold some distrust of the town that sent them to prison, which could make it difficult to participate in reconciliation. Freddie Brookins Jr. seems to exemplify that mind set. Brookins said he would love to see Tulia move on, but he's just not sure it's possible. "I believe that we could put this behind us," Brookins said. "But there's a lot of people who still don't want to. After all the facts have been shown, they still think we're guilty. "The only way we're going to be able to put this behind us, is just if people stop being ignorant and look at the facts." Who Will Lead? Those strongly held beliefs on both sides are a significant hurdle to be overcome on the road to reconciliation, but they are by no means insurmountable obstacles. Jennifer Kunz, professor of sociology at West Texas A&M University and an expert on race relations, said a dialogue among willing people could overcome those opposing beliefs, if the conversation can be started. "A person doesn't have to believe they are prejudiced to benefit from this process," Kunz said. "A willingness to listen can be enough. "Often, people find they are prejudiced in small ways they weren't aware of." Kunz said what is needed to get people involved in the dialogue is a trusted community leader or leaders willing to take the first step toward starting a conversation. Candidates for this position are many, including Tulia Mayor Boyd Vaughn or Swisher County Sheriff Larry Stewart, both of whom expressed a willingness to engage in talks but not much interest in taking the lead in staking out middle ground. "If they would like to get together and talk, if they think something's really bad, we'd be happy to sit down with them," Vaughn said. "If the community wants to get together and have a town hall or do it in small groups, we'll sit down and get with them, too." Stewart said talks would be a natural thing for Tulia. "I don't think you could ever go wrong with trying to understand each other," Stewart said. "This is a good community with great people. Any community with good folks like this would be willing to sit down and talk with our neighbors." Perhaps what is needed to create a willingness to compromise is someone to show that compromise is possible, even desirable. That demonstration could come from the most unlikely of places in the form of Randy Credico. At the beginning of the Tulia controversy, the New York stand-up comic and social activist made himself one of the most disliked people in town with his grating personality and attacks against the people of Tulia. Things started to change for Credico, however, as he spent more time in town. Despite all the grenades he lobbed during his fight against the bust, the people in town always treated him civilly. He began to change his mind about folks in Tulia. Then, an even more interesting thing happened. Credico started talking to Stewart. Slowly, the incendiary critic of the bust and one of its staunchest defenders started to see eye to eye on a lot of things. Now, Credico has come full circle. He was in Tulia this weekend to talk with Stewart and city leaders about how he can help undo some of the damage he helped create at the beginning of the controversy. "You have a nuclear explosion on this city, and when the dust settles, and all the media leaves, where is everybody?" Credico said. "You can't just leave things this way." Credico said he is committed to doing what he can to heal the wounds of Tulia, a town which has won a place in his heart. Credico is showing his commitment by raising funds for a community project - such as a swimming pool or community center - to help bring Tulia back together. "Tulia didn't deserve all of this," Credico said. "I said a lot of bad things about it, but Tulia's no more racist than any other city. I like the people there. I think it's a great city." Tulia has several rounds left in its fight and a couple of options for how it will play out. The town can continue its tight defense and last through the final rounds, or it can follow the lead of Jasper and change tactics, looking for a new way to win the fight. If reconciliation is the choice, it will no doubt be difficult and will require a leader to show the way to common ground, a leader who has yet to step forward. But it's hard to resist the compelling image of Credico, the bust's most vocal opponent, and Stewart, its most ardent supporter, and their unlikely reconciliation leading the way to a better future. - --- MAP posted-by: Jay Bergstrom