Pubdate: Mon, 23 Aug 2004 Source: Daily Mountain Eagle (Jasper, AL) Copyright: 2004 Daily Mountain Eagle Contact: http://www.mountaineagle.com/ Details: http://www.mapinc.org/media/1584 Author: Chris Burroughs Series: Other articles in this series may be found at http://www.mapinc.org/source/Daily+Montain+Eagle CLIENT GETTING LIFE BACK IN ORDER WITH HELP OF CLINIC No one can argue that an addiction to anything can ruin your life. An addiction to alcohol, drugs or anything else can tear families apart, lead to criminal offenses, serious health problems and even death. NOTE: This is the second in a two part series about the Walker Recovery Center. Today's story is about a young woman who is taking part in the treatment offered by the clinic. She agreed to tell her story to the Daily Mountain Eagle, but asked if her real name not be used. She will be referred to in the story as "Jane." Opiates such as heroin and prescription drugs like Lortab and Percodan are no exception. The Walker Recovery Center is avidly fighting to help opiate addicts through use of methadone, a drug that has received some bad press, but staff at the center say it works well in treating addicts. One of the center's clients is a firm believer in that. "Jane" has been in the program for over a year and is in the process of putting her life back in order after many years of addiction. Jane's long journey began when she was a child. She had migraines when she was younger, at a time, she said, when very little was known about such headaches. "My first trip to the doctor about these headaches was to find out how I got my brain tumor and how to treat it. It was that bad," Jane said. She started taking a narcotic for pain, administered by her mother, beginning at age 7 until she turned 14. At that point, she said she had her own bottle of pain medicine. Later on, she started taking Lortab. "That was my drug of choice. I came into this program (the recovery center) specifically for Lortab," she said. When she became pregnant with her first child, Jane said her ob/gyn took her off Lortab and prescribed Tylenol 3. She said she could call for refills of the pills, and her doctor always filled them. "I would take them not just for headaches. I took them for a good mood," she said. The problem got progressively worse, with Jane not taking the pills as prescribed, and would go to see multiple doctors to get prescriptions for the drugs. She then became pregnant with her second child, and this time went to another ob/gyn. She tried to do the same thing, calling for refills whenever she needed them. This time, however, the doctor would not refill her prescription after discovering how many Lortab she was taking. "I went five days without anything, and I got sick," she said, describing her symptoms as vomiting, diarrhea and sweating. In addition, she said after several days without Lortab, lactic acid began to build up in her muscles, causing severe cramping and pain. "The only thing that would make them go away was more opiates," she said. It was then that Jane decided to seek help. "My rock bottom was finding out that I was pregnant and I was badly addicted to Lortab," she said. "Fortunately, I was still maintaining my job and taking care of my children, but I was buying pills instead of buying groceries." She tried to call the clinic during the Memorial Day weekend, but it was closed. When she finally reached counselor and pregnancy program director Kim Wilson on the Tuesday after the holiday, she was told they were booked. The answer changed when Jane told Wilson she was pregnant - room was immediately made for her. After meeting with Dr. Tom Camp, medical director at the center, who wanted to see if she knew what she would be undertaking, she got involved in the program, which included taking part in the Today's Mom program offered by Annelle Studdard with the Alabama Cooperative Extension System. "It is not a short process, and there are risks to the baby, but for them to have me on a controlled methadone was much safer than what I was doing," she said. While she was pregnant, Jane attended weekly group sessions and, at one time, had to go to two sessions a week instead of just one. She said the sessions helped her to stay devoted to her treatment, her pregnancy and her nutrition had she not had the sessions. About four months after entering the program last year, Jane's baby boy was born. With the exception of having a short stay in the intensive care unit at the hospital, she said he has turned out to be perfectly healthy. Jane said the public needs to remember that addiction is a disease, and similar to how diabetics will use insulin to control their disease, opiate addicts can use methadone for the same purpose if used as part of a controlled program. "There is a stigma about methadone, methadone clinics and clients among the public. If they would see addiction for the disease it is and methadone as a drug that does help people and treats that disease, I don't think the stigma would be there," she said. She also said she hoped people would see that neither her or anyone else at the clinic view methadone as a cure, but only as part of a treatment. In fact, she said, she does not believe it is the most important part. She said the sessions in group and with a counselor are what is important. Another thing she wants the public to know is even if a person has to stay on methadone for the rest of their life, that is not bad. She said she is more productive now than she was prior to treatment. But, she said, she believes a time is coming when she won't need it. "I can actually see my life without methadone, and I am excited about it because that means I won't be on any drug at all to maintain my mood," she said. "I can see my way back to what I wanted my life to be like when I was a little girl." There is one other thing she is proud of. "I am a responsible mother. I am a good mother, and nobody can dispute that," she said. - --- MAP posted-by: Josh