Pubdate: Wed, 18 Feb 2004
Source: Anderson Valley Advertiser (CA)
Column: Cannabinotes
Copyright: 2004 Anderson Valley Advertiser
Contact:  http://www.mapinc.org/media/2667
Author: Fred Gardner
Bookmark: http://www.mapinc.org/mmj.htm (Cannabis - Medicinal)
Bookmark: http://www.mapinc.org/find?232 (Chronic Pain)

VIETNAM MARIJUANA IRAQ

Although the modern medical marijuana movement began in San Francisco in 
response to the AIDS epidemic, it could have taken off in the early '70s 
when wounded Vietnam vets began smoking the herb openly in the VA 
hospitals. When I got wind of this phenomenon (you could smell mj on the 
spinal-injury wards) I did not understand its implications. I knew that 
marijuana would help ward off despair, but not that it eased pain and 
spasticity. I didn't really get it.  I thought the way to help and protect 
the vets was to not publicize their use of marijuana.

And the aspect of the story that I did get -how many rank-and-file GIs had 
decided for themselves that the US goal in Vietnam wasn't worth the loss of 
life and limb- I couldn't get across. The Rambo rewrite wiped out the 
historical reality almost completely, and there I was on the street with a 
leaflet, impotent as a Holy Roller.  By 1991, when George Bush the First 
was declaring victory in his Gulf War, his climactic phrase was "At last we 
have put to rest the Vietnam syndrome." By which he meant the spectre of 
soldiers not fighting, the ultimate ruling-class nightmare.

John Kerry and the vets who have come out to support him are setting the 
record straight about the extent to which GIs in Vietnam were anti-war. The 
Bush ad campaign will spend countless millions to re-impose the phony Rambo 
version.

If anybody needs cannabis-based medicine, it's the thousands of soldiers 
who've been seriously wounded in Iraq. An article by Sara Corbett in the 
2/15 NY Times Sunday Magazine depicted a few of them. Cannabis would help 
in treating every condition she described -insomnia rage, pain, PTSD, 
looming alcoholism...

"Robert Shrode can't sleep... Before the war, he could have six beers and 
sleep like a baby, but now that works against him. Drinking may help get 
his head to the pillow, but it also ratchets up the nightmares... He pops 
Ambien to coax some sleep. The results are mixed. On the advice of his 
doctors, he is taking three different pills for pain, a pill for swelling 
and another pill for depression....

Shrode and his buddy Bricklin "say they have frequent nightmares. And then 
there's something less tangible, a visceral undercurrent of anger that 
makes them walk around feeling ready to explode.  'I can go from being 
happy-go-lucky and joking to having someone's throat in my hand, like 
that,' Bricklin says, snapping his fingers. Shrode nods. 'My fuse is 
short," he says.  'It's real short.'"

"The discomfort [of the one-armed man] feels irresolvable. "'Somebody 
stares at it, I get mad at them," Shrode says. "Somebody looks away, and I 
get mad at that.'"

"One day, as Shrode was walking down a hospital hallway, a civilian passing 
by happened to toss out an innocent  'Howyadoin,' which somehow, in that 
moment, became the last straw.  'Ninety-nine percent of the time, I tell 
them what they want to hear,' Shrode says. But in this instance he couldn't 
help blurting out a truth that was becoming more evident each day.  'Buddy, 
going to hurt the rest of my life.'"

Soldiers applying for a medical discharge go before the Army Physical 
Evaluation Board. Their disability pay depends on a rating from the 
Department of Veterans Affairs. A 100 percent disability qualifies a 
soldier for $2,239/month. "An amputated arm generally gets you a 60 to 90 
percent disability rating," according to Corbett.

"For every broken body in this room, there are hundreds more confined to 
hospital beds across the country and hundreds more again who, by choice or 
by circumstance, are gutting out the effects of their injuries without the 
help of peers or mental-health counselors... Thanks to the lifesaving 
properties of body armor and largely impenetrable Kevlar helmets, combined 
with highly advanced battlefield medicine, more soldiers are surviving 
explosions and gunfire than in previous wars. The downside of this is that 
the injury rate in Iraq is high: an average of nine soldiers have been 
injured per day. The pace shows little sign of slowing, which means it's 
possible we will bring home another 1,500 wounded before the start of summer.

"The government's reports on the wounded can be confusing. In early 
February, the Department of Defense web site listed 2,600 soldiers as 
wounded in action in Iraq and another 403 as injured in 'nonhostile' 
incidents like helicopter or motor-vehicle accidents. Meanwhile, the Army 
Surgeon General's office said that only 804 soldiers have been evacuated 
with battle wounds and that over 2,800 have been injured accidentally. In 
addition, the Surgeon General's office reported that another 5,184 soldiers 
have been evacuated from the theater for other medical reasons, which could 
include anything from kidney stones to nervous breakdowns. To date, 569 of 
these have qualified as psychiatric casualties."

"Although many of the soldiers who attend the support group at Fort 
Campbell have escaped enemy fire, their injuries reflect the full spectrum 
of what can go wrong during war: Sgt. Jenni McKinley had her right hand 
crushed when her Humvee blew a tire and flipped over on a sandy road 
outside of Baghdad. Chief Warrant Officers Emanuel Pierre and Stuart 
Contant were pilots whose Apache helicopter reportedly malfunctioned and 
then crashed in Afghanistan, requiring them to spend months in the hospital 
and to endure multiple operations. There is a medic who is physically 
uninjured but tormented to the point of agony by memories of treating his 
wounded and dying colleagues. And then there is a quiet young private who 
comes because her hair is falling out and her fingers are numb and nobody 
seems able to tell her why...

"It was pure desperation that led McKinley to the support group, which she 
learned about through her occupational therapist at Fort Campbell's 
hospital.  The sessions also gave her the courage to see a therapist, who 
prescribed Clonazepam for her anxiety and Lexapro, an antidepressant. On 
her third visit to the group, she managed to sputter out the story of the 
dead marine before breaking down in tears."

Wounded soldiers who still hope to continue their military careers resist 
asking for antidepressants to protect their chances of promotion. "Patient 
privacy laws apply only loosely in the military," Corbett notes, "where 
commanders have access to a soldier's medical history, including what goes 
on in counseling sessions."

A soldier named Gilbert "was hoping to stay in the Army for a few more 
years after he recovered, but worried that if he 'toughed it out' for a 
while, the fact that he was able to perform his duties (though in pain) 
would lower his disability rating when he did leave the service -a 
difference of potentially thousands of dollars. And as it often does, 
fatherhood also rearranged his priorities. While earlier he was eager to 
get well so he could be redeployed to the Middle East, he announced to the 
support group in December that he'd changed his mind. 'I'm not going back 
there,' he said, imagining a conversation with some higher-up in the Army. 
"I'm not going to die for you.'"

"Caleb Nall, a blue-eyed 23-year-old corporal from Louisiana, was 
recovering after being hit in the back by a rocket-propelled grenade. His 
torso had been severely burned; a gaping shrapnel wound had hollowed out 
part of his pelvis, and his left leg had been damaged. The explosion left 
him about 70 percent deaf in one ear...

"When it came time for the group's next meeting, Nall showed up. He wore a 
pile jacket and a pair of jeans, his wounds hidden well away but his anger 
fully exposed. After a visiting V.A. representative started to natter on 
about how soldiers needed medical evidence and a formal diagnosis of 
post-traumatic stress disorder to receive relevant disability payments, 
Nall jumped in. 'Would you say waking up with the sound of a mortar round 
going off next to your head counts?'  he asked, the bitterness thinly 
wrapped in his Louisiana drawl. 'Jumping six inches off your bed?'

"After the V.A. rep left, Nall turned to the group at large. 'Anyone else 
here having sleep problems?' he asked.

"Brent Bricklin raised his hand. So did Jeremy Gilbert and Jenni McKinley 
and Robert Shrode, as well as four of the five other soldiers who had come 
that day. Everybody but Nall burst out laughing. '

"'Is there something else they did for you?'  he continued, perplexed. 'I'm 
on morphine, Percocet, Elavil...'

"'I did Vicodin and Benadryl, but they counteract each other,' offered a 
soldier across the room.

"'Have you tried drinking?' asked another.

"Nall nodded earnestly. 'I take two Percocets and drink two six packs of 
beer, and I still can't sleep.'

"This set off a voluble round of pharmaceutical recipe-swapping. Injured 
soldiers, I have learned, are nothing if not experts on painkillers and 
sleep aids. And yet little seems truly to work. A few complain that their 
antidepressants cause them to sleep all the time; more -like Nall-report 
that they sit up half the night in a drugged daze, waiting for sleep to 
come..."

"Earlier in the fall, Gilbert, who is studying to apply for a physician's 
assistant degree and can be aptly professorial, cautioned everyone about 
Percocet. 'They say it's as addictive as heroin,' he said. Having recently 
replaced Percocet with controlled-release OxyContin, Gilbert admitted to 
having a 'serious physical dependence' on it, developing a crushing 
headache every time he tried to skip a dose. 'It gets to where you'll kill 
somebody because you need that fix,' he joked.

" 'I'm strung out on Demerol all the time,' Jenni McKinley piped up. 'I 
know it's time to take my meds when I start screaming at my kids for little 
things.'

"She added, 'My doctors are talking about switching me to methadone.'

"Gilbert laughed. 'Mine said the same thing.'"
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