Pubdate: Mon, 29 Mar 2004 Source: Parklander, The (CN AB) Copyright: 2004 Hinton Parklander Column: The AADAC Track - a column by Denni Windrim Contact: http://www.hintonparklander.com Details: http://www.mapinc.org/media/782 Author: Denni Windrim Bookmark: http://www.mapinc.org/rehab.htm (Treatment) UNDERSTANDING THE ADDICT AN IMPORTANT STEP FOR SOCIETY (This column is continued from the one that appeared in the Parklander March 15) The serious addict will, at some point or another, be faced with a stark choice: quit or die. Non-addicts may have difficulty understanding why. Even though the choice is so clear, many addicts will not make the obvious one. I did not understand either, when my efforts and those of my siblings were unable to stop my father smoking, an addiction which shortly after his first hospital admission went on to claim his life. What I did not realize is that addiction has nothing whatsoever to do with rational thought. And even though it affects us emotionally, the addictive drive is an even more primitive drive than that. This is where the addict's dilemma lies (see my March 15 column). Unless she has already chosen death, does she seek help? Or does she, out of shame, out of the prospect of being rejected by family and friends, out of the possibility of social isolation and job loss, shut up and hope against hope that she is the one who can beat the odds? The choice for an addict in Edmonton or Calgary is relatively easy, because addiction treatment can be had relatively anonymously. But if you're a crack head here in Hinton, who's to know? Just about everyone, it seems. As Lao Tzu's memorable quote has it, "the journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step." It's like that with addiction. No one asks the newly-realized addict to dress in potato sacks and wear a sign that says "I am an alcoholic. " The first step in recovery is only to admit to the still, small voice inside that one is an addict. That's all. While it is possible to overcome addiction on one's own, the percentages are grossly against success, and the second step must be to seek help. Agencies and organizations set up to assist addicts in recovery are usually made up in large part of former addicts. There is an understanding and acceptance of the need for anonymity, unless and until the addict is willing to share his burden with others. The medical understanding of addiction is long past the days of seeing it as a moral issue. No self-respecting doctor would advise his addicted patient to develop a backbone, or to repent and sin no more. Unfortunately, societal beliefs and expectations often lag decades behind what observation and research tell us is the real story. For the addict choosing recovery over the long downward spiral, the fear is, "Who will find out?" Programs that hope to assist addicts in recovery must take this fear into account. Some of you reading this now are trapped in addiction. Some of you are addicts looking for help. You might like to begin with a call to an absolutely anonymous toll free number. Calling 1-866-332-2332 connects you to AADAC's Help Line, a low-risk entry point where real live people will hear you and do their best to help you without having slightest need to know what your name is or where you live. - -This column will be continued in two weeks - --- MAP posted-by: Jay Bergstrom