Pubdate: Mon, 27 Jun 2005 Source: Daily Times, The (TN) Copyright: 2005 Horvitz Newspapers Contact: http://www.thedailytimes.com/ Details: http://www.mapinc.org/media/1455 Author: Steve Wildsmith Bookmark: http://www.mapinc.org/find?143 (Hepatitis) Bookmark: http://www.mapinc.org/find?136 (Methadone) Bookmark: http://www.mapinc.org/oxycontin.htm (Oxycontin/Oxycodone) ADDICTION STIGMA STILL ALIVE, WELL At one time in my active addiction, I was so desperate to escape the cycle of getting and using and finding ways and means to get more, I considered enrolling in a methadone program in Knoxville. I went so far as to go by the methadone clinic in Knoxville and inquire about the waiting list for enrolling in the program. At the time, it was a week to 10 days before I could get started, too long for an opiate addict to wait. Today, I'm grateful I didn't go through with it. I'm not disparaging methadone clinics -- far be it for me to judge what might work for another addict -- but for me, getting on methadone would have been trading one addiction for another. Instead of paying money to a street dealer, I would have been paying it to the government for the same result -- dependence on a chemical. I was reminded of that last week when I read an Associated Press story about how Appalachian communities are protesting methadone clinics in their communities. Several years ago, the scourge of Oxycontin made methadone clinics an acceptable alternative to the crime and death that Oxycontin was causing in so many small towns in Kentucky, Virginia and West Virginia. Not so any more. According to the AP, some 300 people, many carrying anti-methadone placards, protested outside Middlesboro City Hall last week against a proposed methadone clinic. Mac Bell, state narcotic authority administrator in the Kentucky Cabinet for Health and Family Services, said the opposition to the Middlesboro clinic has been overwhelming. Opponents cite the location of the proposed clinic -- one block from a Catholic school, three blocks from a public elementary school and right in the middle of a shopping area. "The location is terrible," claims Dr. Ronald Dubin, a physician who leads a group involved in the Middlesboro fight who told AP that a methadone clinic would make the city near the Tennessee border a magnet for addicts from other parts of central Appalachia. I wonder -- would Dr. Dubin and the opponents of the proposed methadone clinic say the same thing if it was a hospital or a dialysis clinic that wanted to open in that Middlesboro neighborhood? Something tells me the answer is no. And that saddens me, because it's another sign that the public stigma about addiction is still alive and well in this country. The opposition to such clinics is rooted in fear and misunderstanding, and it shows that many people think of addicts not as sick individuals, but as drug-crazed criminals who are a danger to the community. The truth is much more complex than that. Yes, in my active addiction, I was willing to do whatever it took to get drugs, including crime. With my addiction in check, however, I'm just like any other person with a chronic illness -- a diabetic, for example, or someone with Hepatitis C. As long as I'm doing what I need to do to keep my disease in check, then I'm not a danger to myself or others. Recovery is what works for me, and although I feel methadone was the wrong choice for me, I can't argue with statistics. Clients pay about $85 a week for methadone, drug screening and counseling at the clinics. One OxyContin pill purchased on the black market can cost that much, the AP reported. The number of methadone clinics has grown nationwide from 775 to 1,100 over the past 12 years, according to the American Association for the Treatment of Opioid Dependence in New York. The number of people being treated has grown from 115,000 to 205,000 over the same period. For their own reasons, other addicts are choosing methadone over recovery, and those who do often find that it's the only thing that keeps their addiction at bay. Unfortunately, many in society still look at addiction as a moral failing or a lack of willpower on the part of the addict. Nothing could be further from the truth. Such opinions make it that much harder for addicts to admit they have a problem and seek help, which is why so many others, including myself, find that recovery is the only alternative. It's a collection of people just like me, suffering from the same disease I do, banding together to keep our illnesses in check. There's no magic pill to cure addiction, just like methadone doesn't cure it, but it does arrest our disease and gives us the opportunity to build a life better than we could have ever imagined. - --- MAP posted-by: Beth