Pubdate: Sun, 24 Jul 2005 Source: Daily World, The (LA) OPINION01/507240307/1014/NEWS17 Copyright: South Louisiana Publishing 2005 Contact: http://www.dailyworld.com/apps/pbcs.dll/section?Category=CUSTOMERSERVICE03 Website: http://www.dailyworld.com/ Details: http://www.mapinc.org/media/1740 Author: Lisa R. Faust Note: Lisa R. Faust is the managing editor of the Daily World. ADDICTS NEED TO COME OUT FROM THE SHADOWS "Evil (ignorance) is like a shadow - it has no real substance of its own, it is simply a lack of light. You cannot cause a shadow to disappear by trying to fight it, stamp on it, by railing against it, or any other form of emotional or physical resistance. In order to cause a shadow to disappear, you must shine light on it." - - Shakti Gawain Confession time. I'm addicted to cigarettes. There, I said it out loud and everything. (Not that it's a huge secret or anything, but still it's not as easy to admit as you think.) I hate the fact that I smoke. I actually quit for an entire year and a half while I was pregnant and nursing my son. And like an idiot, I started again. It started as one cigarette a day, like somehow that would be enough. Well, the joke's on me, because of course it wasn't. So, here I am a full-fledged addicted smoker. Honestly, though, for as bad as it is, and as much as I want to quit (and I swear I will one day), I count myself lucky because it's just cigarettes. Yes, yes, I know that's a horrible thing to say - "just" cigarettes. But for all the commercials you see about how bad smoking is and all the money that is poured into anti-smoking campaigns, there are a lot of things a whole lot worse. Addiction is a horrific thing to suffer from. But being addicted to cigarettes, while terrible in its own way, just doesn't hold a candle to addictions to alcohol, gambling, illegal drugs. These things literally destroy lives, families, whole communities. I have known personally a number of people who suffer from each of those addictions. To watch them struggle is heart-breaking. And for those of you who read this and have no empathy, those of you who say "just get over it," I dare you to spend some time learning about these addictions. When a person suffers from addiction, their brains actually are wired differently than those who don't. It isn't as simple as saying "just stop gambling" or "just have one drink and not 10" or simply "don't buy another bag of cocaine." It doesn't work that way. I don't have any fancy stats to back me up on this, but I do believe, in my heart of hearts, that addiction is the No. 1 health problem facing this country. Here's why. Heart disease, cancer, diabetes, obesity, all the things you hear so much about, well, you hear so much about them. But how often do you hear, I mean really hear, about addiction? You don't. It's an embarrassment to families. It is so misunderstood that people will suffer for their entire lives, ruin themselves and their families, rather than talk about it. How many people have you met who will be more than happy to tell you about their health problems - their high blood pressure, the growth the doctor found, even their blood-sugar levels? How many people have you met tell you about their addiction? I'm going to guess very few. The media rarely gets the story truly right because so few people are willing to openly talk about their struggles. In today's Daily World, you'll find a man who was willing. He's not local, but we wanted to include his story because it's universal and because we hope by hearing what others go through, maybe, just maybe, one person, one family will be willing to open up enough to talk about it - even amongst themselves. That's the first step. When we, as a society, shame the addicted person into believing he or she simply lacks willpower, we turn our eyes from the truth and force even more darkness into an already dim world. We must be able to talk about it. We must be able to say, honestly, here I am and I'm an addict. That's why I get disturbed by all the "Anonymous" programs out there. I understand why they do it and I know it's kind of the chicken and the egg thing, but I worry that by labeling everyone with first names only, we perpetuate misunderstanding and a further hiding from the truth. Why should an addict be more ashamed than someone suffering from any other medical condition? There was a Gannett-owned newspaper in South Dakota, a few years back, that won a Pulitzer prize for a year-long series on alcoholism in their community. I've been researching how they did it and what it meant to the people there. Hundreds of people wrote letters during the year thanking the newspaper for shedding light where there is so much darkness. I know it wasn't easy, but I look at what they did and I am reminded that simply, it is the only way. - --- MAP posted-by: Beth