Pubdate: Thu, 24 Mar 2005 Source: Sentinel And Enterprise, The (MA) Copyright: 2005 MediaNews Group, Inc. and Mid-States Newspapers, Inc. Contact: http://sentinelandenterprise.com/ Details: http://www.mapinc.org/media/2498 Bookmark: http://www.mapinc.org/coke.htm (Cocaine) Bookmark: http://www.mapinc.org/heroin.htm (Heroin) ADDICTION HURTS ALL OF US There's nothing pretty or glamorous about drug addiction. If you don't believe that, we urge you to take the time to read today's installment of "Decades of Addiction-Drugs in North Central Mass." The fifth part of our special 10-part installment focuses on A Day in the Life of the drug problem in North Central Massachusetts. It includes the story of Scott, a Leominster man who told us he starts every day by shooting heroin. Scott, 42, who agreed to speak to the Sentinel & Enterprise if his name wasn't revealed, has used heroin on and off for 14 years. "The van is a good thing to get high in," he said, locking the doors, shortly before he shot up. "I can't believe this ... this is what I do every day, just like you guys brushing your teeth." Scott described in detail how once he became addicted to heroin, he has been unable to stop for good. "It's really kind of a sad existence, it really is," he said. "I regret it. I got reeled right into a full-blown junkie, and I knew nothing about it. I knew nothing about sick or having to get that rush again." Scott is just one of the many heroin and cocaine addicts who call North Central Massachusetts their home, often stealing, selling their bodies or borrowing from friends to pay for their fix. And while people like Scott illustrate how dangerous and addictive heroin is, Polly Blodgett, a resident of Leyte Road in Fitchburg, has to live with the violence and lawlessness that illegal drug use and trafficking brings with it. It's not uncommon for Blodgett to hear "screaming and hollering" or even gunshots right outside her front door at the Green Acres housing complex in Fitchburg. "The scariest thing I've heard is gunshots. You can't go out in the front yard or back yard without wondering who'll get shot next," Blodgett told the Sentinel & Enterprise at her home in December. "You just hope you're not in the crossfire." And this installment shows how drugs can hurt people in good neighborhoods too. Highland Avenue resident Catherine Aldrich experienced a scare last summer when a 50-person melee broke out in front of her house. "We were watching a movie, and I heard a sound come up, I thought it was the surround sound," Aldrich told the Sentinel & Enterprise at her home in January. "I went to the window, and I heard yelling. People were pushing and shoving, and then there was a gunshot. Then everyone scattered." Aldrich, who moved with her family from North Andover to her new home near Fitchburg State College, said she's was surprised by the amount of drug crime in the community. "I knew it was going to be a city, but I was so naive about it. I never heard anything about Fitchburg. I wasn't aware how much crime there is around here, and it's such a small city," she said. We hope that as we give people an in-depth look at just how serious the problem is, officials and residents will join together to commit to winning the war on drugs. - --- MAP posted-by: Beth