Pubdate: Fri, 15 Apr 2005 Source: Yale Herald, The (CT Edu) Copyright: 2005 The Yale Herald. Contact: http://www.yaleherald.com/ Details: http://www.mapinc.org/media/2791 Author: Jeremy Schmidt, The Yale Herald LIGHT AND SMOKE: HIGHER EDUCATION? Whether for pleasure, for perspective, or for problems, Yalies are hitting the bong. Marijuana made its first public appearance at Yale-that is, people knew that some others were smoking-when I was a freshman in Farnham Hall, the fall of 1965," explains Jim Sleeper, DC '69, a lecturer in the Political Science department. "One or two guys were smoking it. I smelled it for the first time then in my entryway once or twice, and we heard rumors." Between 1965 and 1966, pot was becoming increasingly commonplace across the United States, and Yale was no exception to the trend. Accompanying the progressive changes that were taking place at Yale-such as the discontinuation of mandatory physical education classes and the abolishment of the rule requiring jackets and ties at dinner-was the increasing rate of casual drug use on campus. "It wasn't until the following year, when my roommates and I moved into D-Port-a few entryways down from [future president] George W. Bush [DC '68]-that pot use became more well known," he said. "By 1968, we were all mainlining Dylan and the Stones on earphones in our suites, and there was a fair amount of marijuana." Since then, pot has maintained its presence at Yale, cycling through periods of heavier and lighter usage. But while national survey results show that approximately 12 percent of 18-to-25-year-old Americans have used cannabis in the past month, Yale-specific statistics aren't readily available. For this reason, even though everyone recognizes that drugs have been a part of the Yale social scene for decades, some students and most adults around campus-professors, administrators, and researchers-remain in the dark about how pot figures into the demanding schedules of Yale undergraduates. "I don't know a single thing about current drug use at Yale," Sleeper admitted. Dean of Undergraduate Affairs Betty Trachtenberg hypothesized that a crackdown on alcohol abuse has led to a recent increase in pot smoking. "My sense is that over the past few years marijuana use has gone up," she said. Indeed, a poll of 80 randomly selected undergraduates conducted by the Herald suggests that approximately 45 percent of students have used marijuana during their time at Yale, with at least 18 percent using it once a month or more. In an effort to allow this population to speak for itself, I sat down with three different undergraduates who smoke on a daily basis. While our time together resembled neither Confessions of an English Opium Eater nor The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test, all three students were surprisingly objective when discussing their marijuana habits. Pot for Pleasure "You picked a pretty boring drug. It's not like coke," remarks Jason, a senior in Saybrook, as he exhales smoke through his nose. "But I think marijuana is pretty important because it's so prevalent." While the frequency with which he uses pot-more than once a day on average-makes Jason a rarity at Yale, he still belongs to the largest category of smokers on campus: those who use the drug to relax and have a good time. As we sit in his off-campus bedroom, he tells me that marijuana, for him, is a simple pleasure. "I don't really believe in that expand-your-mind bullshit. It basically just dulls your senses when you smoke pot," he explains. Like most Yale users, Jason does his best to keep work and play separate. After sitting through a good number of seminars stoned sophomore year, he tries not to smoke before class anymore. "I gave a presentation in Claude Rawson's 'Satire' class high one time-I think it was on Dryden," says Jason while hitting a bowl between responses. "As I imagined it, I went off on these crazy tangents and Claude was just staring at me like, 'What a moron.'" Since then, most of Jason's Wednesdays are spent like this one. He wakes up at around 11 a.m., gets through his classes, comes home, and packs a small wooden pipe as soon as he gets in the door. As I sit with him, he spends the next few hours watching a History Channel special on Caligula, strumming an acoustic guitar, smoking more pot, and answering my insipid questions. After the interview, he reads Wordsworth for an hour and smokes again, complaining that he needs to buy more pot soon. Jason purchases an eighth (of an ounce) from a student-dealer every two or three weeks. But he's the first to admit that his habit affects more than his wallet. "I would definitely get a lot more done [at Yale] if I didn't smoke," he says. "It is a problem: it's substance abuse. It takes down the general level of student involvement and student intelligence." That doesn't mean Jason plans on stopping anytime soon. He recognizes the harmful health effects of smoking and chooses to smoke anyway because he greatly enjoys the sensation of being high. Still, he is at least willing to embrace the notion of moderation. "You've got to balance your life: You can't get high all the time-sometimes you have to get drunk," he proclaims before closing the door behind me and heading to bed. Pot for Perspective Greg, a junior in berkely-the only heavy smoker I sat down with who wanted his real name printed in this article-also distinguishes between binge drinking and smoking pot. "People who drink on the weekends are definitely more the type to use it as an excuse for bizarre and destructive behavior," he said. "Potheads who do stupid things while they're high are in the minority." This appears to be a good case for why the administration focuses more on addressing alcohol abuse than marijuana. Yet, Dr. Brent Moore-a researcher at Yale Medical School who is investigating the respiratory effects of marijuana-suggests that marijuana may be insidious in this respect. Because its dangers are not as acute as those associated with other substances, "It lulls people into use for an extended period of time and makes them more willing to go back to it," Moore said. For just this reason, Greg is careful to avoid using marijuana simply as a means of dulling his senses. While he smokes three or four times a week, his marijuana use is more purposeful than that of the average Yalie. Since the club water-polo season is over-Garret was the team's captain this past fall-Greg gets home at around 4 p.m. After classes, a lifting session in the Berkeley gym, and a quick shower, he sits down to roll a joint and explain his habits. "My friends and I tend to use pot as a way to see things in a different light. It puts you inside your head a little more, makes your thoughts a little more interesting," he says. "Pot sort of lubricates the conversation a little." Greg enjoys talking with friends, watching movies, and writing while stoned because he's able to approach these activities from a unique perspective. He feels marijuana makes him more creative. Greg is not alone in professing the potential benefits of pot use. Recently, Louis Silverstein, professor of Liberal Education at Columbia College in Chicago, published a book entitled Deep Spirit & Great Heart: Living in Marijuana Consciousness. Silverstein described to me how pot can be "used in a disciplined and respectful manner as an agent of transformation." While Silverstein's views are very much those of an idealistic ex-hippie, they needn't be presumptuously discarded. Perhaps the world of the '60s campus described by Sleeper, in which marijuana was a symbol of both defiance and creativity, is long gone. But at least a portion of Yale pot smokers, including Greg, believe that it's important to understand the reasons behind one's pot habits so as to avoid using it merely as a crutch. Alison, a junior in Jonathan Edwards, smokes on a daily basis and acknowledges that there's a serious risk of becoming emotionally addicted. She approaches this potential pitfall in a similar way to what Greg does: by using pot purposefully. "With my friends, there's often an element of searching for something higher. No pun intended." She laughs while adding, "Not necessarily every time, but you do learn things about yourself." Pot for Problems Andrew, a senior in Silliman, is among the students on campus who smoke to manage stress. Certainly, all Yale pot smokers get high because it's a nice break from the routine of academic life, but Andrew emphasizes this aspect of the drug as we sit in his suite. Fingering the carb to a three-foot bong patched with epoxy-resin after a disastrous fall a few semesters back, he's perfectly candid in his explanation of why he smokes pot every day. "If I didn't smoke, I'd have a hard time getting through all the bullshit on a given day at Yale," he says. "Yale is an environment that begs for some kind of self-medication, whether it's fro-yo, caffeine, or cigarettes." Andrew questions both the nature of dependence and the rationalizations that people tend to provide for their addictions. Even as he exhales a ring, he insists that he doesn't believe the benefits of smoking necessarily outweigh the harmful effects. More than most heavy smokers, he is well aware that the health concerns raised by marijuana go beyond getting sucked into watching too many dating shows. Last year, one of his closest friends suffered from serious panic attacks related to pot use. "[He] had a nervous breakdown," Andrew recalls. "It was pretty messed up for all involved. Basically, I feel like there could be more support at Yale. More rehab rather than just writing him off as a nut-job or whatever." Dr. Marie Baker, the undergraduate substance abuse counselor at University Health Services, defends the current support system. "I think that there is information out there, from Freshman Orientations and online," she says. "Some students definitely do come in concerned about their marijuana use. And sometimes they come in with other concerns and we discover that marijuana is the real issue." Nevertheless, students like Andrew feel that increased support and discussion related to marijuana use couldn't hurt. A dialogue would do more than serve as the first line of defense against situations like the one involving Andrew's friend; it would help community members to better understand the who and the why of marijuana use. Furthermore, it would allow users to feel less marginalized, Greg said. "Putting it out in public makes people feel better, like it's not just their dirty little secret," Greg points out. Beyond the Archetypes Nearly everyone I spoke with-smokers and non-smokers alike-expressed a genuine belief in the need for a wider dialogue about marijuana use on campus. According to the Herald's poll, the general undergraduate population seems to agree. Fifty-one percent of students surveyed said that Yale should work harder to promote a dialogue concerning marijuana use; 65 percent said they would be somewhat interested or very interested in attending lectures about research involving marijuana and discussions about marijuana use. If that's so, why aren't more people talking about pot? William Corbin, a professor of psychology who teaches "Addictive Behaviors," points out that these kinds of things are cyclical in nature. "Part of the increase in marijuana use is due to all the attention on cocaine and ecstasy," he says, cautioning that focusing too heavily on marijuana would likely result in an increase in the use of other substances. However, Corbin acknowledges that the primary reason that marijuana is rarely discussed is the focus already placed on the binge-drinking problem. Alcohol, of course, remains the drug of choice on campus and is the center of an ongoing dialogue. In contrast, marijuana may be prevalent enough to warrant more attention, but mostly fosters silence. "We don't do much in terms of education and talking [about marijuana use]," Trachtenberg confessed. But that might finally be changing. Corbin has begun collecting data on alcohol and drug use at Yale. When the results are made available, they will provide the administration with information that will be useful in designing and implementing marijuana-related education and health services. Meanwhile, Moore recently gave a lecture in Linsly Chittenden concerning his respiratory research. While attendance was slim and a few students even walked out-apparently disappointed that the lecturer wasn't discussing the benefits of pot smoking-Moore remains hopeful. "I'd certainly be happy to talk about it more broadly," he said. "I would provide a perspective." If we were more open about the role that marijuana plays in the lives of a portion of undergraduates, perhaps non-users would be more willing to contemplate the reasons why some students smoke, and users more willing to listen to people like Moore when they explain the drawbacks of marijuana dependence. Encouraging understanding among non-smokers and restraint among smokers seems to be a path the administration is prepared to pursue. When asked if she'd ever smoked marijuana, Trachtenberg declined to comment. When asked if she'd ever consumed marijuana in the form of brownies or cookies or cake, Trachtenberg again declined to comment. But when confronted about the need for a dialogue concerning pot at Yale, she replied, "We should do that. We can't do it this second, but we'll do it next year." All names are fictional unless otherwise noted. - --- MAP posted-by: Derek