Pubdate: Sat, 12 Aug 2006 Source: Bristol Press (CT) Copyright: 2006, The Bristol Press Contact: http://www.bristolpress.com Details: http://www.mapinc.org/media/569 Author: Lisa Backus Bookmark: http://www.mapinc.org/heroin.htm (Heroin) HEROIN: A SMACK OF DEATH FARMINGTON - When a police officer showed up on Mark Luebeck's East Farms doorstep the night of May 31, he presumed the police wanted to speak to his eldest son Chris again. "They had been here about two weeks prior to that," Mark Luebeck recalls. "I didn't know if they wanted to shake him down again or what. I tried not to let (the officer) in, but when he insisted I knew something was wrong." The Farmington police officer assigned to visit the Luebecks' home came to deliver devastating news. Chris had been found dead a short while before in Batterson Park. Police believed he died of a heroin overdose. He was 22. After watching his son for nearly five years repeat the cycle of losing job after job, steal from his family, get arrested and attempt to regain control of his life, Luebeck didn't question the cause of death. "It did surprise me that my son was dead from heroin. I wanted to think that part of him would come out of it," he said. Luebeck said his son freely admitted he was part of a group of about 30 youths from Farmington and surrounding towns who used heroin on a regular basis. Chris Luebeck was well known to police. In March 2005, he and a friend, Ryan Nordgren, 21, of Burlington, burglarized a Brickyard Road business in Farmington to grab tools to pawn for drug money. Nordgren was also arrested for possession of narcotics when police found a needle full of heroin as they served the warrant for the burglary arrest. (Nordgren died of a suspected heroin overdose July 27. He was 21. Nordgren had completed a month-long drug rehabilitation program on June 29.) Another one of Chris Luebeck's friends, Christopher Knibbs, 22, was caught shooting up heroin in the bathroom of the Unionville McDonald's just days before Luebeck died. A third friend, Craig MacDonald, 21, was also arrested in the bathroom incident. About a month after Luebeck's death, MacDonald was arrested for holding up a Route 4 gas station at knifepoint. Mark Luebeck said he moved his family to Farmington when his son was in his early teens. He said they brought their three sons up to play sports and encouraged healthy activities. Their 21-year son Michael is on the dean's list at Keene State College in New Hampshire. Their youngest son Keith, 18, graduated from Farmington High School June 23. Mark Luebeck said by the time Chris Luebeck attended middle school in Plainville, he was getting into minor scrapes with authorities. He was caught shoplifting, but expressed extreme remorse and promised not to do it again. The Beginning To An End His son finally dropped out of Farmington High School at 16 after an incident that led to the lockdown of the school. "Once he dropped out, that was it," his father explains. "You have a 16-year-old kid with nothing to do, that's dangerous." Mark Luebeck said that although his son was a hard worker, his addiction would eventually get the better of him every time. "I don't think heroin knows the difference between an 'A' student and a drop out," Luebeck said. "Every employer he worked for had such praise for him. But every time he could get his hands on money, or something he could steal to get money, he'd get fired." A Father's Advice Luebeck said the family now realizes that his son had been exhibiting signs of drug addiction well before they knew what was happening. "The number-one thing I would tell parents is, pay attention to your possessions," Luebeck said. "The first time something's missing, you think you just misplaced it. But the second time, you need to understand your kid is stealing items from your home to sell them for drugs." Luebeck said his son would use any method to get a "head rush" - a temporary feeling of disorientation or a quick euphoric high - including bending over repeatedly to make the blood rush to and from his head. "I found hundreds of spent lighters in his room," he said. "He was inhaling the Butane, I even found him stealing pain medication I had for a back injury. He'd get high on sulfur. This was a true physical addiction." As Chris Luebeck made his decent into hell, his father said the family fought hard to support him, including taking him back into the house even when they knew the chances for his recovery seemed slim. "We would say to him, 'we know you came home so you could steal from us,'" Luebeck said. "It was a constant fight. My wife caught him with a needle in his arm. They tell you what you want to hear and it sounds good, because you really do want to hear it. We gave him so many chances." In the weeks leading up to his death, Chris Luebeck had a span of eight days in early May when he was arrested by three different law enforcement agencies. The West Hartford and Farmington police departments charged him with possession of narcotics. The University of Connecticut Health Center police charged him with third-degree larceny. Luebeck said his son had just done a stint living in the woods in Unionville. But he had come home. As in the past, the family was loving, but leery. The night he died, Chris Luebeck was about two blocks from their East Farms' house. Luebeck said his son was due in court June 2 and he would have likely been sentenced to four or five years in jail. Six weeks after his death, an autopsy conducted by the office of the state Chief Medical Examiner would list the cause of death as heroin toxicity. The report does not indicate whether it was the quantity or the quality of the drug that killed him. "I'm not bitter, I'm terribly hurt," Mark said. "I am bitter that this drug took his life and right now I'm mad. Nothing compares to losing a child. I had always hoped that Chris and I would be best friends. I knew we were going to be that way, but Chris and I never had a chance." - --- MAP posted-by: Beth Wehrman