Pubdate: Mon, 26 Jun 2006 Source: Trinidad Express (Trinidad) Copyright: 2006 Trinidad Express Contact: http://www.trinidadexpress.com/ Details: http://www.mapinc.org/media/1093 Author: Erline Andrews THE LIFE OF A DRUG MULE Rohini Jones's path to prison was strewn with bad choices. She dropped out of school at 15. She ran away from home and worked in a bar. She began trafficking drugs from Trinidad to England. But there is one bad choice Jones, 31, could have but didn't make. It's one that may have had a result much worse than the four-year stretch she's soon to finish at the Women's Prison. She didn't swallow. Pellets, that is. They're condoms filled with cocaine and wrapped till grape size. They've been known to burst in the body of the carrier. The person dies in two hours. "That was dangerous," she says, explaining why she refused repeated requests to ingest the pellets. Her statement and the faint outrage in her voice were ironically funny, considering she just related the other risks she took. Jones is one of a group of women telling their story to the media in the run up to the International Day Against Drug Abuse and Illicit Trafficking-to be marked today - and as part of a campaign being run by the National Drug Council. Called Eva Goes To Foreign, it targets women, warning them of the terrible repercussions drug trafficking can have on themselves and their families. Women convicted of drug trafficking both here and abroad have been speaking on radio programmes and at the NDC's roving exhibitions. (See Page 13.) The campaign wagon will be on the Brian Lara Promenade today and audiences might hear Jones sing. She intends to turn her life around when her sentence ends later this year and try her hand at calypso. She's composed a song that she performs at her public appearances. It's called "The Message" and it shares insights brought by her arrest and conviction. I thought I coulda run when I see all them gun But they'd a shoot without second thought So the consequences of my crime I know I must now pay A misguided woman who found herself going astray So doh look at me as no animal just because I'm in jail I'm a human being though I've managed only to fail And yuh go tell meh, how can there be a message without a mess? And tell me, how can there be a testimony without a test? So take these lessons that I bring and practise them earnestly. So that you don't end up inside a jail house like me. Jones sings in a clear, strong tenor; her delivery is confident; the tune is sweetly melodic. She's seated in a small office in the administrative section of the prison. She's wearing the red prisoner's smock. Next to her, dressed the same, is Angela Joseph, 36, another drug trafficking convict due to end a four-year sentence this year. Jones had worked for years, transporting cocaine between this country and England, before she was finally caught. Joseph sold drugs for a long period out of her home. Both women had children and were in committed relationships. In other words, they led largely "normal" lives while facilitating the sale of a substance that took the lives of others, in more ways than through death. One of the positive effects of prison, says Jones, was that it forced her to face the results of her previous occupation and regret her part in it. "Whilst being here I've met people who have actually smoked the drug that I was carrying, and I see how it has mashed up their life," she says. Neither Jones nor Joseph blames her past for her foray into drug trafficking. They have no traumatic childhood experiences to use as excuses. They both didn't finish secondary school, but insist aborted education wasn't at fault either. They wanted independence, money and a comfortable lifestyle. Drug trafficking brought them these things in a relatively quick and easy fashion. Jones says she made up to $75,000 on a return trip. Joseph acquired property, started legitimate businesses. "It was me," says Joseph, quietly accepting sole responsibility for her behaviour. "I wanted my own way." She's soft spoken and more reserved than Jones. Joseph grew up in a community where drug dealing was common. She ran her trafficking "business" with her common-law husband, who was kidnapped last year and is yet to be found. Jones says her English mother was permissive and didn't beat, but still "I wanted to do my own thing. Mummy was kinda keeping me back". She gave up Form 3, left home and moved in with her sister. She wants to dispel the notion that it's hard to make links with drug wholesalers. "People always say that. 'How you meet them? How you get involved with them?'" she says. "They live in your neighbourhood! They're your friends! You may be living somewhere and somebody next to you selling drugs and you don't even know." Both women were caught at periods in their lives when they had settled into the practice and developed confidence that they wouldn't be captured. Joseph was betrayed by a relative who sold her coke as part of a trap set by police. Jones was caught on her way to England from Tobago. (It was felt this route was less risky.) Six kilograms of cocaine was sewn in the lining of jeans folded in her suitcase. She describes the harrowing experience of being searched at the airport knowing she was carrying the drug. "The guy started to search (my suitcase). Jesus Christ! That's when I knew I was caught. He didn't find anything. He was closing it back. I was like, 'Yeah, I got through.' And then another guy come. He say, 'I want to search this suitcase.' He started picking up the clothes and feeling the weight of them. He said, 'How these jeans so heavy, Miss Jones?' I started crying." The women discuss the negative effects of being jailed. One was the disappointment, shock and shame felt by their families. Jones said her mother and siblings, who live in England, knew nothing about her illegal activities. Her mother came to see her shortly after her arrest. The older woman was in tears. Jones and Joseph no longer have relationships with their children's fathers. Another was the experience of jail itself. "You're locked in a cell. You're told when to do everything," says Jones. "No amount of money could ever compensate for that. It's not just your freedom, it's your will taken away from you. It changes you drastically." The women agreed the toughest part of their incarceration was the separation from their children. Her children's performance in school "dropped drastically", says Joseph. She has four daughters between 15 and four years old. Jones's five-year-old son didn't recognise her when she saw him for the first time in three years last August. To see children as young as hers she had to make a "special request", which took ages to process. The children's father only brought her ten-year-old son once because, Jones speculates, he feels the experience was too much for the child. "My children suffered the most," says Joseph as Jones nodded and mumbled words of agreement. "It doesn't matter how much wealth you have. It doesn't make up for the separation from your children." - --- MAP posted-by: Derek