Pubdate: Fri, 07 Jul 2006 Source: Victoria News (CN BC) Copyright: 2006 Victoria News Contact: http://www.vicnews.com/ Details: http://www.mapinc.org/media/1267 Author: Michelle Martin, Victoria News Bookmark: http://www.mapinc.org/meth.htm (Methamphetamine) Bookmark: http://www.mapinc.org/youth.htm (Youth) ABORIGINAL YOUTH TACKLE METH April's limbs twist and jolt as she claws at her skin through an oversized stained gray sweatshirt. Her babbling reveals disconnected thoughts: Joy over her baby daughter darkens into a psychotic rant about her ex who abandoned her and their daughter. She cries out and pulls her hair, as sanity slips away. This moment is one of many in a theatrical production called Crystal Clear that rendered the audience at the Victoria Native Friendship Centre wide-eyed with horror. In the production, the lives of four aboriginal youth spin out of control in a disastrous crystal methamphetamine binge. In the aftermath, April is turned over to the psychiatric ward, her baby taken to a foster home, her older brother jailed and her younger brother dead of an overdose. Tala Tootoosis, the 23-year-old Plains Cree/Assiniboine who played April, knows the disastrous affects of the drug first hand. She, along with five others in the production's nine-member cast, is a former crystal meth addict. For her, the show is not only about raising awareness about the drug, but also about confronting her demons. When the group began rehearsing in February, she felt uncomfortable acting like she was high and holding a meth pipe again. "I cried a lot," she said. The most emotional point in the play, for her, is when April's older brother is guided away from a life of meth by the spirit of his dead mother. "My mom helped my recovery," said the young women, who, like her character April, is a mother of one. After four months of performances, it's much easier for Tootoosis to speak openly about the drug that once consumed her life. "Now I know where I stand with it," she said. "I want to be clean." Supporting actress Jasmine Henderson, 22, of Montreal Lake First Nation, explained in a talk-back session after the show that the production's events are not farfetched. "What you just saw is just like what happens in many households... We could've shown you even worse," she said. The show, performed twice last Friday by a troupe of at-risk Saskatchewan youths, concluded their two-month tour across Western Canada. The group of nine was chosen among 75 applicants to be part of the Saskatchewan Native Theatre Company's 2006 Circle of Voices group. Renowned Plains Cree playwright Dawn Dumont based the script on the group's experiences with the drug. When Dumont returned to Saskatchewan from her current home in New York City to write the play with the COV participants, she was impressed by the group's intelligence, honesty and humour. "Without their help, this play could not have been written," she wrote. While the play's main focus was meth, the script also highlighted the stereotypes faced by aboriginal youth and depicted their culture and spirituality as an overwhelmingly positive influence - an influence powerful enough to boost them from the cycle of addiction. This rings true in real life, said Henderson. "For us, cultural aspects (or) whatever higher power you believe in can help get you through addiction," she said. "I feel emotional every time I do this play... I love it." The power of the 45-minute play wasn't lost on its audience. A former meth addict in the audience called the show "powerful." "There needs to be more shows like this," he said. "It's the hardest thing to get off... The pain - you get so used to it, it makes you sick." Saanich police school liaison Cst. Shannon Lance congratulated the troupe, telling them she would love for them to return to Victoria to perform at Saanich's middle and high schools. - --- MAP posted-by: Derek