Pubdate: Thu, 27 Jul 2006 Source: Toronto Sun (CN ON) Copyright: 2006, Canoe Limited Partnership. Contact: http://torontosun.com/ Details: http://www.mapinc.org/media/457 Author: Michele Mandel Bookmark: http://www.mapinc.org/mdma.htm (Ecstasy) 'STILL TRYING TO GET OVER IT' Woman Who Lost Only Sister To Overdose Asks Why Ecstasy's Risks Are Ignored Next Wave Of Users Line Up For Drug The memories come flooding back. The shock. The heartache. Another young woman dead, killed by a seemingly innocuous little pill; another family left devastated by the senselessness of it all. Nicole Amaral knows only too well the grieving an Ajax family is now going through as they deal with their 15-year-old daughter's overdose from Ecstasy. Just three years ago, and the police were knocking on her family's door with the news that still resonates to this day. Her only sister was dead. Tiffany Mahoney was just 19, with a part-time job at Home Depot and plans to begin studying social work. 'One-Time, Bad Thing' On that March 20, 2004, she had left her home in Kitchener and headed to Toronto with friends for a night of fun in the Entertainment District. After last call, they headed to an after-hours club on Dundas Ave. W. near Spadina Ave. and it was there that Tiffany drank the water mixed with powdered Ecstasy. "I don't know if she was aware it could cause death," says her older sister, a graphic artist in Kitchener. "She wanted to have a good time and there might have been some peer pressure there. I don't think this was something she did all the time. I think it was a one-time, bad thing." With fatal results. Almost immediately, Tiffany began feeling ill. On their way home, she began vomiting in the back seat. Instead of seeking medical help, they took her to a Georgetown motel room. For several hours, Tiffany lay moaning, unable to walk or speak. When she stopped breathing, her friends finally called 911. By then it was too late. Amaral almost collapsed when she got the terrible news that her only sibling was dead. Three years later and she mourns her still. "It's completely devastated us. It's quite a loss. We're still trying to get over it," the 26-year-old explains softly. "It's hard knowing she's not going to be there, that we're not going to see her graduate or see her get married or have her there when I have children. "It's the big family events and sometimes it's just that there's nobody there to call and talk to, especially when there was just the two of you." Amaral had hoped that her sister's death would warn other teens away from the drug. But Ecstasy is rarely in the news any more; the number of deaths has declined sharply since the high of nine overdoses in 2000. "It appeared to go off our radar," deputy Ontario coroner Dr. James Cairns says. Now with this Ecstasy death of a 15-year-old, many worry that we may be poised at the start of the next generation's deadly dance with the designer drug. "My father and I don't feel that things have changed enough or that there are enough campaigns against it," insists Amaral. "You see Mothers Against Drunk Drivers everywhere and anti-smoking ads on TV and nothing that's aimed at that age demographic to do with drugs." After her sister died, the officer in charge of the investigation asked if she'd be willing to speak to kids about what her family has endured. She eagerly agreed and then never heard from him again. With news of another young girl's death, Amaral is more determined than ever to speak out. She's not sure how to go about it, but she wants to launch a campaign that would educate teens about the dangers of drugs like Ecstasy. For kids, she says, booze is often hard to come by while Ecstasy is a quick, affordable high -- but one many don't realize can deliver a lethal dose in just one tablet. Preaching Ineffective Preaching doesn't work, she knows, but Amaral believes that hearing her story might dissuade some. "It wouldn't be a Just Say No thing," she says. "You know kids, you tell them not to and it just makes them curious. It has to be someone like me who has lost somebody, someone who they can look at and feel is not a parent telling them what to do." In some ways, Amaral would be turning into the social worker her sister had always hoped to be. It's too late for Tiffany, too late for a 15-year-old Ajax girl. But Amaral has to believe that maybe, just maybe, when they see the pools of pain in her eyes, they may think twice before popping that innocent looking pill. - --- MAP posted-by: Beth Wehrman