Pubdate: Thu, 21 Feb 2008 Source: Vancouver Sun (CN BC) Copyright: 2008 The Vancouver Sun Contact: http://www.canada.com/vancouver/vancouversun/ Details: http://www.mapinc.org/media/477 Author: Lori Culbert EX-CONS GIVE HOPE TO THOSE IN NEED Former Prisoners Join Project To Help Others Not Make The Same Mistakes Jen McMillan wants to send a message to female prisoners and women living on the streets: there is hope. "I was the shoeless crazy person on the corner," she says, candidly. "I was scabbed up and gross." Now she is clean and sober, and working hard on a project that may help others make the same journey. McMillan has been in Alouette Correctional Centre for Women too many times for her to recall, all during a troubled period in her life made hazy by her history with drugs. She was a poster girl for B.C.'s astonishing recidivism rates for female inmates: 40 per cent reoffend within one year of being released and 70 per cent within two years, the most recent data show. Now 30 and clean for eight months, McMillan hopes to change the message on that poster. She and other former convicts have teamed with Alouette's family physician, Dr. Ruth Martin, who has received funding for a first-of-its-kind research project. "ACCW alumni" will interview prisoners as they are released from the Maple Ridge-based provincial jail to determine what tools and information they need to make their integration into society more successful. "The women have repeatedly said this over the years: it is so hard for them to leave prison and then find their way into society. There are so many barriers in their way," said Martin, who is also a clinical professor in the University of B.C.'s faculty of medicine. "They need community support because otherwise they're really, really isolated. "They get out and try to go back to their home community and they're marked. They are [criminals]. And it's really, really hard to move past that." The unique "participatory research" recognizes the priosners themselves as the experts on the topic, Martin said. "This study will be the first to involve incarcerated women as research partners and as active participants in developing a long-term health strategy," she said. McMillan knows all too well the challenges facing women when the metal doors clang shut behind them when they have served their time. "You're handed the clothes you went in with, which are dirty, and you get a welfare cheque and a bus ticket to where you came from. In most cases that's the Downtown Eastside," said McMillan, a former hard-core addict who was in and out of Alouette mainly on trafficking and breach-of-parole convictions. "That's not okay." Amber Christie, who relapsed twice after her release from Alouette in October 2005 and has fought to remain clean ever since, agrees. "There needs to be more support when you leave those gates," said Christie, a former addict who became ensnared in the Downtown Eastside in 1999 when she was 18. "A lot of us, when we come out, don't have that support." It can be difficult, Christie said, to go from living in an institution where you are told when to get up and what to do all day, to suddenly having to make all your decisions for yourself. "I didn't know what I was supposed to eat, because your schedule is so set," Christie said. The project, funded by the federal government's Canadian Institute of Health Research, will see McMillan, Christie and other peer researchers interviewing Alouette prisoners as they are released. After that they'll contact the women every three months for a year, so the research can track what community resources they were able -- or unable -- to use to meet their health and social goals. The benefits of having former prisoners doing the interviews, McMillan and Christie argue, is that they can speak the same "street lingo" as the offenders and should be able to get straight answers from the women about housing, addiction, jobs and family support. "You can't bullshit a bullshitter," laughed McMillan, whose last stay in Alouette ended in June 2007 and who, except for one relapse, has been clean since. Christie, 26, agrees: "When women see other women from prison doing it, then they know it can be done. It's doable." The petite, soft-spoken blond woman was convicted in June 2005 of assault with a weapon. She says when two people threw a chain at her in a Downtown Eastside alley, breaking the heroin needle in her arm, she picked up the chain and beat them with it. The chaotic scene she describes is far removed from the sun-drenched cafe patio in Mission where The Vancouver Sun interviewed Christie this week as she sipped a decaf coffee. Like McMillan, Christie says her criminal record reflects the desperate need she had to sustain her old drug habit. Before the assault charge, Christie says she had been through a revolving door of court dates, remand centres and brief jail terms for trafficking offences. When she entered Alouette for her first substantial jail term, she was 5-foot-4 and weighed 78 pounds, but during her four-month incarceration she dried out and gained weight, and Martin helped her get healthy. But she can vividly remember her six years on the streets, and can relate to what's facing newly released prisoners if they don't stay clean -- an absolute inability to pull themselves out of the turmoil once they're addicted again. She recalls not caring that she was using dirty needles, because all she wanted was the heroin; being indifferent to rats scurrying by as she lay in an alley; and refusing to go to a shelter because doing drugs was more important -- and because avoiding sleep meant avoiding waking up with dreadful dope sickness. The questions asked of the prisoners will be based on another participatory research project Martin oversaw in Alouette from 2005 to 2007, when inmates identified a list of nine goals they said they needed to meet to improve their health. That process, Martin said, was enlightening because, as a doctor, she had anticipated the goals would narrowly focus on accessing health care for illnesses such as Hep C or HIV. What she learned from the women was that their health issues -- albeit serious diseases and/or drug addictions -- had their root causes in systemic social issues such as poverty, abuse and poor family relations. Therefore, the nine health goals compiled by the prisoners included better relationships with relatives, increased community support, job skills training, improved exercise and nutrition, and access to safe and stable housing. "How can you say to a woman, who, say, has HEP C and HIV, 'You have to take these meds and you have to eat well,' when they don't have a place to live?" said Martin, Alouette's family physician since 1994. "They really, really want to get their act together for their children, but they have no hope, they have no place to live, no way of re-contacting with their kids. So they just sort of give up." When asked what questions are important to include in the survey, McMillan says their access to housing and income are key. "Without some stability, we can't maintain going to doctors appointments or getting a job." Another important query is whether the women know about the dental resources available to them. "I had no teeth in the front for quite a while. I'm sorry, no one's going to hire me without any teeth," McMillan said. Do the women have a doctor who can deal with infectious diseases? With medical help, Christie said, people can live with something like AIDS for a long time, but without assistance the diagnosis can make women feel like they have been dealt "a death sentence." The questions should also probe about basic life skills, which many prisoners are missing after being raised in dysfunctional homes and/or living on the streets. "Some of those women don't know how to clean their hands after going to the washroom," Christie said bluntly. The interviewers would like to hand out information pamphlets printed in "simple, easy-to-understand language" geared to those offenders who are nearly illiterate because their lives were too unstable for school. Perhaps most important, McMillan said, is to give recently released prisoners a message that they have paid their debt, and now should strive to make their lives better -- even if they feel bad about what they have done in the past. McMillan said she has asked herself: "'Do I deserve this life? Look at the crap I pulled.' There's some guilt in there." Martin hopes the data collected can be used to develop a predictive model for recidivism for female offenders, but is hesitant to say this early into the project that it could ultimately reduce high reoffending rates. (She said a 2004 provincial government report indicated that 1,500 women are put in jail in B.C. every year. Forty per cent are reincarcerated within one year of release, and 70 per cent within two years.) As the CIHR funding was just approved, Martin hopes McMillan, Christie and other interviewers will start surveying newly released prisoners next May. The women can also be involved in the analysis of the information collected and come up with recommendations, which Martin hopes will be acted on by health authorities, politicians and prison officials. Martin also strongly believes the women involved in participatory research gain personally from the experience. In her first project inside Alouette, the health research from 2005 to 2007, Martin said 208 women got involved, creating 60 presentations on topics important to them. The forums they held were attended by other prisoners and prison staff, as well as guests from government and community agencies, and universities and colleges. Besides learning about computer skills and public speaking, the participants wrote to resource organizations and government agencies about their concerns -- and were buoyed by people listening to them. "It gives them hope, then there's this optimism that it is possible for things to change," said Martin, who also has a five-year contract with the province to research the health needs of women inside Alouette. The prisoners involved in the health research have created created a web page with links to housing, employment and other resources that they can use after their release. McMillan attended one of those health forums while inside Alouette, and recalled the feeling that women who had been marginalized because of their addictions were finally defining their own health obstacles. "There was a lot of excitement in the air at the time, a real sense of women being heard," she said. "It's a really empowering thing." McMillan and Christie's personal stories illustrate the need for women who have led vulnerable lives to get access to information about healthy living. McMillan, who grew up in Nanaimo, smoked her first joint at age 11, was selling drugs at 14, and hooked on heroin by 17. Today she lives in supportive housing in Abbotsford on disability, and in addition to doing this research is finishing her Grade 12 diploma and taking a health care facilitation course online. Christie, who grew up in Victoria and Mission, said she was a ward of the province when her baby was seized when she was 18. She had been somewhat involved in drug use at that point, but after the child was taken she became hooked on heroin. Today she is filled with hope because she is pregnant again. She is also living on disability and finishing her Grade 12 diploma, while running volunteer forums for other former addicts. McMillan and Christie met through a Facebook website for former ACCW prisoners, and in December -- before Martin got her funding for the research project they are now engaged in -- they began going with other recently released women to the Downtown Eastside to hand out supplies and words of comfort. They could see evidence of what happens to women who can't get clean. They distributed 250 handmade Christmas cards, 100 pairs of socks, and about 50 hats and scarves knit by current Alouette prisoners to people living on the streets. On another trip, they handed out 94 slices of pizza. "We could relate to that hunger," McMillan said. She said she saw six women on the street with whom she had done time. "Two of those six women said they just wanted to go to jail again," McMillan said, adding it isn't right that women should be turning to jail to get help. "We're society's dirty little secret." There is hope that the answers to the questions gathered from women leaving Alouette will highlight what's missing in society to keep women safe in the future. "It's all progressive little pieces to a puzzle that makes someone a healthy person. Some of us are missing more of those pieces than others," McMillan said. IT'S A MAJOR HEALTH ISSUE Prisoners of Alouette Correctional Centre for Women said homelessness was a major health issue. They polled 90 fellow inmates and discovered: - - 60 per cent said homelessness was a problem following previous releases from jail. Of the 60 per cent, 78 per cent said having no home contributed to their return to crime. A priority for the type of housing they wanted included a place: - - That was exclusively for ex-prisoners (82 per cent). - - Kept them clean and sober (63 per cent). - - Offered job skills and education (48 per cent). - - Had access to recreation, sports or crafts (49 per cent). - - Accommodated pets and children (44 per cent). - - Offered on-site counselling (35 per cent). - --- MAP posted-by: Derek