Pubdate: Thu, 09 Oct 2008 Source: Voice, The (CN BC Edu) Copyright: 2008 Langara College Contact: http://www.langara.bc.ca/voice/ Details: http://www.mapinc.org/media/3592 Author: Marelle Reid Bookmark: http://www.mapinc.org/topic/Insite (Insite) Bookmark: http://www.mapinc.org/find?142 (Supervised Injection Sites) ROAD TO RECOVERY STARTS AT INSITE Dean Wilson used heroin for the first time when he was 10 years old. The 53-year-old has been an addict for most of his life but wants to be sober now. After years of drug use he looks tired, with a thin face and dark circles under his eyes. Sitting in his office at the Vancouver Area Network of Drug Users (VANDU) near Main and Hastings, he shifts restlessly in his chair. "I was wired up until five months ago," Wilson said. "I've been wired for a long time and I'm getting old and I just don't want to do it anymore." Wilson is the president of VANDU, an organization run by and for drug users in the Downtown Eastside. He has championed the cause of health care for addicts in Vancouver for 10 years, and was instrumental in starting Insite, the supervised injection site near Main and Hastings. Wilson and partner Anne Livingston have been pushing for years for a change in attitude toward drug addiction. They argue that, like alcoholism or diabetes, drug addiction should be treated as a disease. They want to see the government regulate drugs like heroin and crack rather than prohibit them. "For me, recovery means whatever it takes to cope with real life," Wilson said. "They give insulin to diabetics every day. If I need heroin in my body to stay calm and be able to walk out in the street, why not prescribe it?" They speak with passion and frustration about their battle to start Insite. "This isn't fun down here," Wilson said. "This isn't getting high, this is getting fucking low. Walk a mile in my shoes and tell me how much fun this is. This is serious addiction and we've got to deal with it." Although Livingston has never used drugs, she has witnessed Wilson's struggles with addiction as his professional and personal partner. She has seen him go through many detox centres only to go back to using. Wilson is currently on Methadone and has not used heroin for the past five months, but Livingston is realistic about the way the drug has manipulated his behaviour and personality. "I think it's easier for people to be an addict than a failure," she said. "Particularly men. They have a fear of getting straight because they might turn out to be a nobody." It was at Insite that Wilson was able to get treatment and a push towards sobriety. "It's a good start," Livingston said. "As a place where people can go and get treatment, whether they're going into a methadone program or becoming abstinent. Whatever treatment is for them, it's going to hopefully shine a beacon saying this is the standard that we want." Wilson said he believes the most important thing is for users to know they are cared for. "I think the reason they should walk in there is so that they will be safe. So they don't have to inject in an ally," he said, adding that once drug users get into Insite they realize people care about them and they can start building on other aspects of their lives. He said statistics have shown that people who use Insite are more likely to seek detox treatment. When asked about the possibility of the federal government shutting down the supervised injection site, Wilson said he isn't phased. "I don't care that the present provincial government doesn't support it. It works, it's down here, and it's going to stay here. If they want to close it down I'll just open up another guerilla site." - --- MAP posted-by: Jay Bergstrom