Pubdate: Sat, 19 Jun 1999 Source: Illawarra Mercury (Australia) Copyright: Illawarra Newspapers Contact: http://mercury.illnews.com.au/ Author: Lisa Carty DEAN'S CHANCE TO BE DRUG-FREE Community Service Will 'Pay' Doctor Dean Cosgrove has been on a slippery slope to oblivion since he smoked marijuana when he was 13. He ``graduated'' to amphetamines and by the time he was 18 he was injecting heroin regularly. Dean sold drugs to pay for his habit. He was convicted of two drug offences but escaped a jail term, instead being ordered to do community work. Now, at 21, he is hooked on methadone. He is illiterate, and he is jobless. On paper, Dean is a hopeless case. But as he tries to turn his life around he has two outstanding things in his favour - his will, and his family. It is for these reasons Sydney doctor Siva Navaratnam chose Dean to benefit from his generous offer of a rapid detoxification program with the opiate-blocking drug Naltrexone. Usually the treatment, plus six months worth of Naltrexone and weekly counselling, costs $6900. Dean will ``pay'' by performing 800 hours of community service through a religious organisation near his Kemblawarra home. Dr Navaratnam figured Dean - who typically sleeps until the early afternoon - needed to be out and about. And Dean agreed. Dean was one of 27 Illawarra Mercury readers considered by Dr Navaratnam and his team. It was his sister Jenene, 24, who wrote the letter that helped get Dean the chance of a new life. It told of her heartbreak at losing her baby brother, the distress and disruption his addiction had caused her family, and the other friends she had lost to heroin. ``We grew up in the Housing Commission area of Warrawong with a whole bunch of other kids, and we had a lot of fun,'' Jenene said. ``They all seemed to start using drugs in their teens and after one of our group died in a motorbike accident quite a few used heroin.'' Jenene, their mum Julie and stepdad Ivan have been at their wits end trying to help Dean to help himself. At times he has had the will but the way has been just too painful. ``I took him to the country to try to detox him and it was devastating,'' she said. ``He was just curled up in a little ball of pain. ``He couldn't sleep. He couldn't keep anything down. He is loved so much but it's not enough.'' Their mum Julie, who at 43 has gone back to school at Illawarra Senior College, said that if Dean could get back to normal, his family could be normal too. ``The reality is that when they are sticking needles in their arms they may as well be sticking them in yours,'' she said. Dean, whose dream is to have a family and work as a cement renderer, is thrilled at the prospect of finally getting clean. ``It's scary in a way because I am worried it will be painful,'' he said. Dean knows the eyes of the Illawarra will be on him. ``I am determined,'' he said. Dean will undergo his rapid detoxification on Tuesday. - --- MAP posted-by: Derek Rea