Pubdate: Wed, 01 Sep 1999 Source: Meriden Record-Journal, The (CT) Copyright: 1999, The Record-Journal Publishing Co. Contact: 11 CrownStreet, P.O. Box 915, Meriden, CT 06450 Fax: (203) 639-0210 Feedback: http://www.record-journal.com/rj/contacts/letters.html Website: http://www.record-journal.com/ Author: Joe Aldieri DRUGS - DON'T START Editor: Drug use is on the rise. You know it's going to get you hooked - yeah? I know I won't get hooked. That's what they all say - that's why treatment centers rose by 29% up from 180,000 to 232,000. My wife of 49 years with cancer was in the hospital hooked up to morphine to ease her pain. As bad as the pain was, my brave sweetheart asked to cut down on the drug. As bad as her pain was, she asked to cut back just a little bit so she wouldn't be so froggy, so she could talk to me. Her love for me was greater than the pain. How brave she was to do that for me. She didn't know she was going to get cancer. And be forced - yes forced - to use this drug. But you know, and yet you start. And the next thing you do you hurt your family: lie, cheat, rob from your family and friends. The family you destroyed, the people you robbed, the friends you mugged, the tax dollars that hard working people worked to get them dollars to get you back on track. As I gazed down and saw the pain I cried - yeah, a grown man cried. Well, my sweetheart died. I know you who are already hooked don't care. But, for those of you who haven't: don't! I hope you will feel deep in your heart the pain I feel. Do it for your family, do it for yourself and may be for your children. Don't be cheated on life like that cancer that took my wife I will miss my sweetie for the rest of my life. Do you think the people you hurt will feel like that for you? I don't think so. So long, my sweetheart, I know you don't hurt anymore. JOE ALDIERI Plantsville - --- MAP posted-by: Derek Rea